blah.

2008-01-21T14:33:00.002+08:00

moved to
http://reveeve.livejournal.com/

summing up from tues-wed.

2007-12-19T23:10:00.000+08:00

SUMMING UP FROM TUESDAY-WEDNESDAY!
i basically do not really remember what i did during this time period.
i'm becoming an old lady just like DAWN KOH.
just the hints of the days.

this would have to be on tuesday.
we had radio on that day.
and i found that i got a f-ing F for my comercial script.
which by the way was a f-ing disaster.
very big disaster
words of Felix Tan : "MY GOD, YOU HAVE RANGING GRADES".
wow.

then i ended up going with dinesh in his dad's lorry.
we had to go to loyang to pass like a crate or something like that
then we left to changi to collect something.
this was a freaking cute mummy cat that dinesh spotted
it's like pregnant
and dinesh found it disgusting.

-I THINK ITS ADORABLE-
it was pretty interesting travelling with dinesh and his dad
i ended up doing my phonetics journal in the lorry also
coming up with all the lame ass words and trying to make it seem like people would mispronounce it.
i think dinesh nearly wanted to spank me because i was getting on his nerves with the phonetics journal
muahahahaha
then his dad brought us to Changi to eat.
it seemed like "meeting the in-laws", like DAWN KOH has generously put.
it was rather amusing.
dinesh's dad brought us to Changi to eat nasi lemak from a famous place.
the dad treated me to a late lunch early dinner meal.
was so sweet.
:) then he sent me home. haha

wednesday/thursday/friday - was trying to complete writcomm outline, phonetics journal

saturday:
huhhhh.
THE DAY. there was a function in my house on that day.
something for my sister. to kind of show that she's an adult/woman now.
pretty awesome because we get to have jewellery and cash.
lots of it.
i invited dawn and nesha to the function
i swear if it were not for them
i would have died during the function.
i hate this types of function
to actually sort of sum it up
i am not on a close par with my relatives.
plus i do not really like dressing up with all that make-up and jewellery.

i swear if my mum had allowed me, i would have just worn my punjabi suit
basic make-up and be done with it.
but dawn and nesha. made the whole function worth while.
they just kept giving me energy.

furthermore, being the elder sister. i had like tons of things to do.
make sure people had drinks.
had been given the traditional sugar rock and dates.
women and gals be given jasmine flowers to put on their heads.
make sure the elderly had seats.
but of course. i had to also be dashingly sweet and had to always have a smile.
IRRITATING.
-but no choice-

but as said. if my friends were not there.
i would been totally bummed within an hour of the whole thing.
we had a professional make-up artist to do up my sister into a freaky doll.
she turned to look way mature then expected.
she even looked older then me.
which is of course a heart pain.
but she still looked real pretty though.

i also found out a freaky thing that day.
i realised when a family has any daughters,
people compare
even with their own kids.
i mean. damn u people! stop comparing.
sighhhh. the indian customs and traditions.

DAWN KOH was the official photographer during the function
but the worse thing happened,
and my worse nightmare came alive.
her sony digital camera started vibrating and she had no choice but to use my casio digital camera.
which is of course lame ass. my camera sucks big time
i hate it!
her camera suddenly started vibrating and the function had not even officially started.
pretty sad.

i even got my uncles to take a look at the camera.
but they could not figure out also.
but she ended up taking about 100 pictures in her camera
100 in mine and another 36 in a SLR -very old- camera.

which was pretty much alot.
even right now.
i just picked out some at random,
so many.

then my sister's friend June, brought her INDIAN boyfriend along.
-notice that i highlighted the word INDIAN in caps-
i bet the whole house knew very well who he was.
he ended up standing outside the whole while.
which was pretty sad also, because the men in my family, were giving the 'one kind' look.
but it was still pretty funny.

then we headed down for dinner.
my dad and mum had ordered vegetarian food.
indian spicy vegetarian food.
even though i precisely told my parents that DAWN KOH cannot eat spicy food.
that poor gal had to eat spicy food.
she was freaking flushed from the whole the food experience.

and plus also considering that she was the only chinese gal in the whole house.
also made her feel even more uncomfortable.
furthermore, i had her to do a dress change in my house
because my dad was not happy with a simple plain black dress with red belt.
TRADITIONAL INDIAN MEN! sighhhhhh
and she ended up getting wet when she was coming to my house
due to the freaking heavy downpour, she got her very expensive betulas wet!
and
also caused everyone to come in, an hour late then the usual time of coming in late.
poor gal.
she went through so much.

the dinner was pretty fun
because we got to talk
and everyone sat together
and together meaning the friends and us.
not including the family
"the family" was pretty much separated.
hizzzzz, people people.

plus i got to force people to eat more
which was also pretty fun.
especially my sister's friend's INDIAN boyfriend.
i just kept stuffing him with food!
but the sickening thing was that i still had to run around.
i had to run around and make sure that people got the door gift and had their meals
and run back to the house and get containers to pack food home.
which is also pretty much a traditional thing in my family.
but the food was pretty good.

the funny thing throughout the whole experience i realised that
i am addicted to my friends' energy.
i just absorb on it
and i get freaky hyper.
which is of course adorable and pretty useful.

and also i must say that my sister's function
was pretty much more grand and more expensive then mine
she got to wear 2 very expensive sequined red sarees!
and got a professional down to do her make-up
whereas, i had my mum pick out for me a pretty plain not-so-expensive sari, only one
and make-up was done by my mum.

the best part i figure, was when everyone was pretty much surprised to see me
with the short do
make-up
no specs
in red!
aint that bad.

the thing ended around 10pm.
well it sort of ended around 11pm.
by the time everyone left
with the packed food and extra collection of door gifts.

then it was down to tidying the once-very-neat-white-house.
which was horrendous.
because my mum and i were the only ones cleaning the house.

then after that, we went to sleep after somewhat cleaning the house.
then i ended up waking up, feeling the need to puke badly.
the best part, i did not even get to eat properly the day before.
for the whole day.
so pretty much ate nothing except for a few spoons of rice with some vege mutton and curry.
and of course kinder bueno, bought by DAWN KOH.

i ended up puking my guts out at 10am.
then slept all the way till 2pm.
then went to Vivo.
did abit of shopping while still suffering the effects of food poisoning.

i was freaking worried about the rest whether they would get food poisioning!

sighhh.
i loved the function
but i kind of wished that dawn's camera did not start vibrating.
and that i did not get food poisoning.

monday:
ended up going to school for a 15 minute writcomm consultation
and found out that my essay outline had to be re-done!
but i ended up going to school 2 hours early for IAC project discussion
which turned out disastrous. because we did nothing productive
then i went to vivo with DAWN KOH!
printed out pictures from saturday.
then dropped my damn macbook and popped up the side.
a slight bit
still survived.
then met my mum. HOME SWEET HOME!

tuesday:
DAY OF WONDERMENT!
i went out with DAWN KOH AGAIN!
we went to Toni and Guy Academy this time
dawn got her hair highlighted and i had my haircut
we had a pretty awesome time in the salon
we made friends with dawn's hairdresser.
found out that i had no patience for tearing aluminium foil.
DAWN KOH'S partial highlighting turned out really good
really really good.
which made me real jealous on the inside of course.
she freaking looked like a ABC. ang-mo-ish look going on.
that gurl has a good instinct with colors.
real good choice!
then my haircut turned out to be pretty sane.
almost the same do as before, but just shorter and more bob like
but with a curly hair. kept the front part same length, back shorter.
pretty okay.
then went to the library to borrow some books. and now, i'm addicted to reading.
then we walked to Cityhall.
saw nesha' vasantham star crushie! vicnesh i thing. i couldn't help but thing that she would have freaked if she was there.
then walked around and i found a 36 bucks denim skirt in Dorothy Perkins.
which of course i'm going back with Dawn to get it!
ate Ben n Jerry's mix and match. oooooo.
the feeling. wow.
we felt so happy that day.
DAWN KOH WAS SO HAPPY THAT DAY.
she rubbed some of it on me.
and i felt damn excited and happy.
like dawn put it : "YOU DAMN WEIRD REVATHIE, DAMN WEIRD".

next mission: convince my mum to let me highlight my hair.
dawn koh is also going to help me. :)

wednesday:
went to school with DAWN KOH again.
haha. we have been like meeting non-stop.
went to the library to do research for our writcomm assignment.
we ended up staying there not too long.
she photocopied her stuff, i borrowed and lugged my books back home.
pathetic state.
then met up with Lyna to get my cake tin and i ended up in Coffeebean.
i ordered belgian chocolate ice blended with whipped cream, and she ordered a freaky awesome chocolate cake slice!
and we started talking.
all the way from 4.50pm to 6.40pm.
wow. it was like having a long talk with a long-lost friend.
man do i miss her!
i was making her laugh
and telling her long tales about my life in Ngee ann
and people there
and the stupid things that i do there.
and she told me about her course in NYP
which is almost the same as mass comm.
then she found some intimidating details about her future. :)
and she also found out that i was suppose to be in Singapore Poly. business admin!
she could not freaking stop laughing.
she was like " I CAN NEVER SEE U IN BA!"
it was damn fun talking to her,
we bitched, gossiped, talked!
she's still the damn sweet awesome girl that i remember.
just more twigged now.
sshhhhh.

ONE ORDER FOR BAKED OREO CHEESECAKE AND RICH CHOCOLATE MUD CAKE
COMING RIGHT UP!

plus i'm knitting.
weeeeeeeee

you tube videos

2007-12-12T22:08:00.000+08:00

SEE THE FREAKING CUTE VIDEOS

BUT ABIT LAME ASS!

MSN convo.

2007-12-12T17:59:00.000+08:00

THE BEST MSN CONVERSATION I EVER HAD.
really made me feel gushy and all sweet on the inside.
first person to ever say like this to me ever.

here goes:
DAWN says: (10:53:42 PM)
REV YOU HAVE BEEN SO NICE TO ME YOU KNOW!!!

rev misses starbucks. says: (10:57:29 PM)
haha

rev misses starbucks. says: (10:57:35 PM)
i normal wad?

DAWN says: (10:57:54 PM)
haha i dont know

DAWN says: (10:58:00 PM)
i feel like you're very nice

rev misses starbucks. says: (10:58:38 PM)
haha. awww. i feel so nice noe. on the inside. all gushy. haha :) u also have been damn nice wad

DAWN says: (11:00:00 PM)
hahaha! i dont say it often anyway

DAWN says: (11:00:07 PM)
unless someone genuinely makes me feel that way

rev misses starbucks. says: (11:00:25 PM)
awww. i feel so honored. haha. i seriously am. :)

rev misses starbucks. says: (11:00:29 PM)
u make me feel happy also.

DAWN says: (11:03:21 PM)
but you know when times i was very down, very very very upset, you make me so happy

DAWN says: (11:03:31 PM)
like fridays, when we dance in class.

rev misses starbucks. says: (11:05:40 PM)
i think coz u gt that look and u smile alot. haha. whenever i go out wth u. u make me feel damn tired out coz u make me smile so much la. hahaa. its like worth while being wth u la, haha. haha. that was fun. good. i like making ppl feel happy. i like aking u happy coz u make me happy also. that's y. i feel comfortable wth u la gal. u freaking nice. geena is like so lucky to have u as her bestie la

DAWN says: (11:13:11 PM)
you're so different because, you get back to me even though you're on msn, and you try to get back to the conversation. and each time we go out, it's always very relaxing, like we have our fair share of wha to talk, very slow and laidback kinda thing, where i dont get tired easily, but we laugh like mad also, and we sleep on bus rides. and when i ask for suggestions, you tell me ways that

DAWN says: (11:13:49 PM)
is very like me, it seems like you know me. you know me well kinda thing, but we know each other for a short while only kinda thing. and sometimes they are redundant, like i dont use them, it seems like you help alot.

DAWN says: (11:13:57 PM)
haha that's the feeling you give me, that's why i love to hang out with you

DAWN says: (11:13:59 PM
haha

-she is one of the freaking adorable nice person anyone can ever have as a friend!-

DAWN says: (11:16:48 PM)
YOU'RE THE FIRST INDIAN I TALK TO, AND YOU'RE SO NICe

DAWN says: (11:16:50 PM)
I LOVE INDIANS

DAWN says: (11:20:49 PM)
YOU'RE MY BEST INDIAN FRIEND

this totally made my day.
seriously made my day
for the whole week
seriously like for the whole time
she's the best man.
i love her to bits!
MAYO HUNT!

gummy gunned. cupcakes

2007-12-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

GUMMY GUNNED DOWN.
i basically suck at taking pictures.
i just like having fun with nothing.
happy christmas.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NESHA!
LOVE U TO BITS SWEETIE.
-though u're not reading this!-
I STILL LOVE U!

i did double choco chip muffins with vanilla frosting
for a little extra, i put gummy bears on the top
for no rime of reason of course.
i love baking, though i suck at it.

i did no-bake oreo cheesecake on fri
but the whipped cream pretty much sucked the life out of me
i couldn't get it to be creamy and mousse like
it was fucking irritating
even my mum gave up
then i just mixed everything together.
it was meant for lyna
its so sad that it didnt turn out good!

i told her not tp pay me unless if she thinks its good.
she tried it and she said that the oreo crust was a tad bit hard
and the cream portion was a bit too soft
so sad
its like a one in a million thing where a no-bake cake turns out good.
and i figured as much that the chance was already used.
coz i did strawberry cream cheese no-bake cake
it was HEAVEN!
I AM SO SORRY LYNA
:)

but the cupcakes turned out pretty good
maybe i should stick to smaller things.
i was doing and taking dumb things.
trying to manage the boredom and sane thoughts in my mind.

after going on a freaking no-sugar diet.
i broke it today morning at 3am
i had to stay awake and there was no food at all
i was so freaking hungry and bummed
if i didnt eat something. die.
ended up binging on oreo cookies.
major no-no

then stayed up all the way till i had to get ready for school
i pretty much didnt sleep the whole time
the whole night actually
coz people were messaging me at all the odd times.
booooo
-elke u got me influenced!-

i feel so bummed yet happy now.
dawn said that i make her feel happy.
i like making people feel happy.
especially when they make me feel happy as well
today is hats day.
but not many us are wearing our cap
in my class
i somehow manage to put in a 'but' everytime people try to advice me.
writcomm outlines and paragraphs are a horror.
fucking horror.
i need to read some books to keep my brain awake
sis's function on sat
family in utter panic.
INDIANS.
as usual.

fuggered.

starbucks.

2007-12-07T14:08:00.001+08:00

mitran was bullying eunice through msn yesterday
before radio
was so funny!
and they were sitting right opposite each other.
radio was awesome. gt to play in the sound booths and ended up scaring people.
i was at starbucks yesterday after so long.
cheryl, eunice and i went to Holland V to get free starbucks.
we were starfucking!
after so long
then we ended up going to burger king
eunice was waiting for her mum.
cheryl wanted to eat
then we ended up eating there. i binged like an arse. coz i didnt eat the whole day.

java chip was so good after so long.
i stole the pics from eunice.
CREDITS TO EUNICE. :)

then the three of us ended up talking about angmohs
how they think asians are hot but we are so self-obsessed with the way we look.
but the europeans do not really care.
then we were talking about ballet and splits.
talking basically random stuff.

i felt like typing down the things i like in people i know.

dawn-i like the way she makes me feel energised and ticklish
cheryl-i like the way she smiles and makes people feel nice
eunice-i like it when she puts her head on my shoulder and makes me feel amused
elke-i like it when she bullys me with her regular boos and her funky do(s)
marvin-i like it when he puts his arm around me and makes me feel small and tiny
(without abusing me)
Darren-i like when he tries to talk during speech comm and goes all blur and bullys people online
Xiangwei-i like it when she tries to make sense of everything and brings everything into order
angela-i like it when she smiles with her braces wide and cute
peixuan-i like it when she smiles even when she wants to and does with what she wants
AJ-i like it when he tries to bully peixuan and introduces during speechcomm
Dinesh-i like it when he acts retarded and talks to me about things and everything
Nat-i like it when he tries to pause for reassurance during speech comm with jokes and quotes and spams online
Ver-i like it when she comes into class and says hi yall and does quirky stuff almost everytime
amber-i like it when she brings really good goodies to sch and smiles when you look at her
hannah-i like it when she talks about everything and nothing and when she's terribly blur
micheal-i like when he talks about macs,swords and doesnt bother with what people says
nesha-i like it when she talks to me about everything and makes me feel nice after meeting her
haseena-i like it when she jokes and smiles wide and jokes almost about everything
sandra-i like it when she looks at me and makes me feel like a wonder
rachel-i like it when she tries to make sense of stuff and looks sweet
staffy-i like it when she talks deep and helps me feel better of myself
(though i have never met her before and only talk to her through msn)

things that u basically do to keep yourself sane
when you don't have a life to keep up with
i love people
all of them
right now, these people are here.
in my life.
love them to bits.
not in a suicidal manner.
:)

loves hates.

bugger out.

2007-12-06T11:52:00.000+08:00

i'm sitting in school right now.
just met my social psychology teacher, Tess
she's wonderful. and tutorials isnt as bad as lectures.
i got a D for social psychology and had to go down for consultation.
my journal pulled me down real bad. i must start following instructions.

now i'm stuck in school all the way till 3pm.
i was thinking of revising for my writcomm test-APA and citation test.
though it is open book.
i didn't come for the previous lesson for writcomm and now i'm like blur.
had to do citation and referencing for comm issues yesterday.
it was like a freaking blur.
i just did what i thought was okay.
now must do out the outline.
for that also, i didnt come for class.
damn ear infection. must keep going for check-up.
irritating. no more piercing atleast for now.

played squash yesterday.
doing something physical after so long.
my butt hurts right now. its like hard rock.
i wish could have slept longer.
but i slept from 9pm to 9am. ;)
finally some decent sleep.
i so want to cut my hair.
but must wait till after my final check-up on thurs.
if i don't do something different right now in my family.
i'm probably gonna burst.
i'm probably going aerobics with cheryl on friday.
yay!

i was talking to dinesh yesterday about emptiness.
i've been feeling like something's been missing in life since the day i stepped into NP
i feel a pang of panick whenever i wake up to go to NP
even till now. which is of course pathetic
but i panick, think alot, question alot of course.
never something spontaneous ever.
tsk tsk.

gonna be making no-bake oreo cheesecake for Lyna tomorrow.
chocolate cupcakes with vanilla frosting for Elke.
and another no-bake oreo cheesecake on the 22th for Staffy.

i'm in love with the songs by Kristian Leontiou
Cordelia inroduced to us one of his songs. and i fell in love with it.
can't stop listening to it.
;)

happiness VS emptiness

after so long.

2007-12-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

Okay. so its been about a week since i blogged.
very mooded out but life is getting better.
there's more to look forward to now!
i'm falling in love with my classmates even more now.
i can't just imagine breaking apart next year.

-CREDITS TO DAWN KOH!-
this photograph was taken and edited by dawn. wonderfully done.
haha
i miss going out.
i went out with nesha after so long. Sat was the only time that she was free.
we went shopping for a b'day clothing and stuff.
i made her buy a dress from Pull and Bear for 80 bucks.
i realised that i tend to make people buy stuff and spend more when they are out with me.
later went out for steamboat, it was a reunion sorta thing.
met up with outramians after so long.
it was actually my first pathetic time trying steamboat. :)

The LOW-DOWN:
dawn has been writing poems for the past few days.
i have now become her husband and we recently divorced.
dawn cheated on me with cheryl. DAWN THE PENGUIN BULLY!
eunice has been under the weather for the past few days.
along with the constant nagging pain in her arm.
elke is awaiting her friends' arrival to Singapore, eagerly!
Cheryl is still searching for her wonder boy with an accent.
Going with cheryl to try Areobics club in school on friday.
dinesh raja is still in party mood and always on his phone, chatting with who i will never know.
ver got her bangs back. she looks awesome.
got amber a major awesome chocolate recipe book, which i hope she likes.

i got two orders for my baked goods.
one no-bake oreo cheesecake for lyna
6 vanilla frosted chocolate cupcakes for Elke

request to dha:
HEY! u want baked or no-bake cheesecake? oreo or plain?
choose aite!
order!

everything seems pretty much gay and vague right now.
slacking like crap.
worried that i might not be able to do well.
afraid for social psychology.
pretty much figured that i have put on alot weight.
need to keep myself active.
RUNNING!

i finally got my ear fixed.
stitches are gonna be removed tomorrow.
so happy.
my ear is done.
surgery itself was good. because people were there to calm me down.
was so odd to wear the gown and lying down there.
i actually made a hell lot of friends.
i love it right now.
the way life is.
except for the fact that my sis is back from OBM
she's being more of a bitch now.
pain in the arse.

HAPPY 18TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY! - mum and dad

loving bliss.

LOVE.

2007-11-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

i love ver!
she's such a darling
serious darling
OMG
i love her to bits man!

i love dawn.
she's been wonderful also
poke gal!

i love staffy
she's one of a kind
she's a sweetie!

i feel okay now
i really do love this people.

i have no idea wad i wld do without them.
OH-MY-GOD!

people.

2007-11-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE

are pretty much like aliens to me now.
some seem to much of an idiot
some seem pathetic
some seem lost
some seem bad enough that they look like they need meds
some seem sad
some seem lonely
some seem like they need a make-over
some seem like they need something in their life

those 'some' people
also applies to me

i liked it when it was simpler.

thurs is going to be the cutting day.
finally.

PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE

thoughts.

2007-11-19T19:16:00.000+08:00

you think u might actually know the person
but all everyone does is go back to biting you in damn fucking ass.

i am not worried that i won't see you again.
even the slightest doubts are beginning to disappear.

even if the whole world is going to drop
i am not going to be bothered.

if i don't trust myself
i might just lose out on one of the best things that can ever happen to me.

going back to emo mode seems like one of common things i've been doing
this sem and last sem

i just hate it.
hate everything.

i like u but i hate u
wad kind of bull is that.

even then
and even now.

being played once is more then enough.
i'll just up detesting the whole gender.
my mum has already drilled enough into my head to make me decide.
him or her?

there's just this whole bunch of crap running through my very puny head.
i'm learning to ignore them
and just go with my gut instinct.

they told that it would all be so wrong.
even then

you know
i aint all that
but i am something

should i just fall once?
but falling once hurts real bad
that one prank was enough for me.
mentally and physically.
being alone seems more logical.

why does everything seem so wrong right now?
m i in the right place at all?
i'm hating this.

you correct it for me.

2007-11-19T12:51:00.000+08:00

What is love to Rev?

Chocolate is the metaphor,
thoughts she can't stop to harbour.
Beautiful is the description,
her eyes deny as they stare in fixation.

Unintended message from her,
sent it willingly not in a blur.
Totally smitten,
just for him, she would knit a mitten.

Heart's feeling all fluttery,
she's filled with jittery.
Eyes glistering sweet in the name of love,
she's like on the clouds above.

What is love to Rev?
It's the man she calls Babe.

Written by Dawn just for Rev.

2007-11-19T12:48:00.001+08:00

i luff yoooooooo. (:

indian dance.

2007-11-19T09:17:00.000+08:00

Saturday:
dawn and i actually went all the way to Cityhall just to go to STARBUCKS.
after going to school
to pretty much do nothing.
DAMN SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY PROJECT.

after that when going home
we saw the indian cultural items going on at the esplanade.
there were like small girls dancing
all dressed up
brought back all kinds of memories.

it was the 1st time Dawn gotta see an indian cultural thing.
the girls are damn cute.
and they danced real good also.
i love the costumes. a hell lot

i remember dancing when i was young
the traditional south indian cultural thing.
so missing out on the whole thing.
i'm thinking of going back
and joining it again
in a temple or something
on weekends
but i have a funny feeling that i'm too old to join all that anymore.
I MISS IT.
plus considering that this sem is a tad bit sian-ish and retarded.
so bummed
yet hyper.

bored.

2007-11-16T15:16:00.001+08:00

WRITCOMM IS LAME ASS BORING.

thursday. no sch.

2007-11-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

went out with DAWN today.
thursday. suppose to be having social psychology class.
got cancelled today. :)
which i think we are suppose to be using to do our project work.

got this wallet from Ripcurl
cost 32 bucks! a tad bit heartpain.
but i needed a proper wallet. and i only liked this
and according to DAWN. this wallet is so like me. hmmmm
i love going out with DAWN.

almost some way or the other. i do stupid things when i'm with her.
i don't care how i seem around her. no tension.
i like that.
i like going out with her.
but the more i was out with her. i got reminded of Nesha.
but she thinks i'm changing. HOW?

we ended up chasing each other from raffles place to orchard.
i was blur enough to end up at Newton.
DAWN got see me eating so very slow.
we were so broke.
but we ended up seeing a movie
beowulf-was okay. like 300. not so bad.but not DAWN's cup-of-tea
haha
POKE DAWN.
she spanked me!
that gal. i like to tease her.
i hope she comes to school tmr.

just finished doing writcomm work.
very tedious.
life is getting tedious

i've been talking to you for quite abit.
even till from day to night.
beginning to feel something.
like the way u are.
but the past hurts.
bad.
not assuming that i had much of past.
what happen to the 'goodie-two-shoe' story?
are u playing?
i'm confused.
should i trust?
maybe lonliness suits me best.
what u say?

DAWN!
i love u gal!
if u're reading this.
know that everything is going to be okay.
time sweetie heals most of things.
patience also.
take care!

DHA!
i miss u gal!
haha.
wish i could meet u soon!

PEOPLE:
order food from me!
baked goods!
;) tag me if u want.

loves.

cat bloopers

2007-11-14T23:19:00.000+08:00

SO CUTE!
DAMN FUNNY!
cat bloopers:

tests

2007-11-14T13:40:00.000+08:00

freaky tests.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
(THANKS CHERYL)
u might not wanna read - rather long.
unless u wanna know more about me that is. ;)

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Self-centered

You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.
(OOOOO! nasty people.. i don't think that i'm like self-centered! am i?)

What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 65%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
(OOOOOO)

i am so very bored.

reality is stranger then fiction.

2007-11-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

REALITY IS STRANGER THEN FICTION.
man do i love this quote.
got this off from a bus.

went out with Dawn after radio yesterday.
was so fun going out with her.
mocking her and poking playing with her.
came up with our secret code.
i miss nesha.
i miss haseena.
i miss my gals.
i love my class people. T102/T107

once u think someone's gone from ur life
they are there standing right in front of u again.
its crazy.
everything's crazy loco!
someone enters through the door.
disappears a while
comes back in
and changes every single freaking thing.
so crazy loco again!
u think u can never see anyone in that light again
but u do.
deep down u do.

i wanna cuddle my huge cute teddy.

monday. boredom

2007-11-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

when boredom kicks in.
the things people do:

i love my class.
how have no idea how any school has the heart to separate a class after a year.
damn shit.

i actually wore what i wore on Diwali to school today.
i felt so unusually colorful and glamish.
but felt nice.
leggings makes people feel airy.
made me feel airy.

1) Came to school in Dinesh dad's lorry.
(HIS DAD IS AWESOME)

2) Was stressing out when i got to school.
(FELT SO ODD) = clothes

3) Got through lectures without much hassle
(luckily)

4) Brought cookies/cake/murukku to school
(Cake and cookies finished, gave the leftover murukku to felix tan)

5) saw mitran today. and tried to hide from him.
(nearly got heart attack(s) trying to hide from him)

6) scared Dawn into thinking that there was a lizard in her bag.
(she jumped)

7) Went to meet Madinah to pass her shorts.
(very long way to Tiong bharu)

8) Met up with Feroz after a long time. Followed him to Dover.
(All the way back again)

9) Then took 166 back.
(very fast)

10) feeling sad and happy at the same time.
(am i a tad bit crazy?)

people commented.
top was nice.
awww
miss Revathie Dhanabalan
(so odd)
seems like i have sexy legs.
LEGGINGS DOES WONDERS.
ver has a hicky.
felt so loved today when Nat and Keane started fighting and chasing each other for my cake.
awwwww.
dinesh back-stabbed me (retard)

how can one feel happy and sad at the same time?
i felt nice today.

i have no idea what i'm talking.

i'm thinking of changing my blog url
any ideas?

baking offers are still on.
ORDER!

happiest days.

2007-11-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

I TOTALLY CONSIDER THESE FEW DAYS TO BE HAPPY DAYS!
i got an A in speech comm
i thought i can never be good in any class at all!
i did it!
i got a freaking A
Cordelia said that she didn't have much to say to me.
i guessed i proved myself wrong
I CAN SPEAK PEOPLE!

BUT I THINK THE BEST WAS:
I BAKED A HELL LOT!

i was like going crazy!
i baked cookies and a choco cake
plus i get to wear my diwali clothing tmr!
yay! i'm gonna be so colorful!
ooooo

plus i actually managed to do some work today.
though it is late.
i did it
plus i cycled my ass-off!
I ADORE BIKING!
had a wonderful coffeebean mocha with Dinesh.
passed my writ comm test!
oooo people
i'm so high!

i think the GOODIES turned out great.
except for the appearance part.
the cookies turned out to be a little flat then expected.
tha cake broke here and there when i tried to turn it over.
i guess i was impatient.

but the taste of the cake and cookies!
according to my sis: 'aint that bad at all!'
that is like a total WOW factor!
after so long. i was able to bake cookies that were edible!
and cake that turned out way better then expected.
i think my class and family are gonna be fat!
MURRUKU!
OMG.

I LOVE BAKING!
amber: LETS START A FREAKING AWESOME BAKERY!

people:
if you want to eat my baked goods
like cupcakes/cakes/cookies/cheesecakes...
anything.
ORDER!
email me : lireal_giz@yahoo.com.sg
or tag me.
trust me - i will not charge alot!
plus the food's good!

i am so very happy!
mitran:
u're crazy.
;)

DIWALI.

2007-11-09T21:34:00.001+08:00

OOOO
the day of reckoning.
but the day for MONEY!
we actually woke up early.
did the whole ritual.
the previous day, we cleaned the whole damn house
that is what you get for cleaning the house very late.

went to visit the grands.
ate breakfast at my mum's parents' house.
saw my very cute cuzzies there.
they grow so fast.
ate lunch at my dad's parents' house.
then home sweet home.
but more people visiting our house.
THE DAY WAS DEADLY.
-i nearly died serving those people-

the food was of course awesome.
i made cookies/cake/muffins
trying to be different this year.
damn that mutton curry my grandma made was goddamn awesome.
wow.

this picture was actually taken when i came to my room to take a breather.
-i thought this was an amusing picture-
my sis was actually clever enough to hide in the room
and leaving me to help my mum serve and clean the damn place.
the house was like a freaky hotel lunch-room.
people came with their whole family and left.
they kept coming.
and coming.
they were like vultures.
no harm done. i love my very extended family.
BUT COME ON.

i was like so busted from cleaning my house up on the eve.
i went to sch in the morn
went out with my class
then came back home and cleaned.
ALL THIS ON THE EVE.

diwali day
no exception
same thing.

NEXT DAY
I HAVE SCHOOL
all the way from 9am to 5pm
nononono.
i'm so very busted.
so very tired.

total collection of cash i made was 500 bucks
but i only managed to keep 100.
my mum put the rest intp my a/c
how nice.

wow.
fuggy.

tekka.

2007-11-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

this is also from MONDAY.
i think my head is so screwed.
so very screwed.
forgetting the days.
these were taken when i went to little india with Dinesh.

the plan was to go to Cityhall to get a hat for Dinesh and look for his top and bottom.
so. it means that a gal followed a guy shopping and the guy did the shopping.
vice versa.
but the awesome part was that.

we walked from cityhall to bugis
then we cut from bugis to little india.
since Dinesh hasn't checked out the decorations in little india.
i thought a walk in Little India was actually okay.

but the stupidest thing was that.
i forgot that the place would be damn crowded.
it was like 2 more days till diwali.
people would be like cramming everywhere.
that place was like a mini-hellish mall.

Furthermore, we did the stupidest thing.
we walked from one corner of little india to the other end
we went to the Expo.
the place was filled with foreigners.
but the place was still awesome.

there were like sale everywhere.
shops were like blasting really good tamil songs everywhere.
i do love Little India.
but a little less during the festive season.
we practically walked on the road-sides because there wasn't any space at all.

i wasn't even able to take proper steady pics.
but the i loved the whole walking from one corner to the other.
walk and walk.
the only problem was that i was carrying my mac.
so heavy. wished that i didn't have anything in my hand.
now, that would be awesome.
ordinary people.

i just wish the Singapore Government would make Little India a tad bigger.
so bad. bad people.
the Indian Community IS expanding okay.
that should be like more of a good reason to expand the damn place.
make it more sane for people to walk.

I LOVE THE WAY LITTLE INDIA SMELLS.
FRAGRANCE PEOPLE. THE FRAGRANCE!
-i'm a very odd person-
i noe.

monday sch.

2007-11-09T14:10:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MONDAY.
i'm so stoned.
but now hyped.
THAT IS AMBER'S WONDER CUPCAKES.
that has to be the most wonderful thing i ever tasted.
but i'm a deprived soul. really deprived.
but this cupcake is so GOOD!
seriously heaven sent...
ooooo. so hungry. munchie!

i don't know why but i just love my class gals.
i totally adore them to bits.
they are like few of people who have really influenced my life.
but guys are also awesome.
my whole class is filled with awesome people.
awwww
i'm becoming so emotional.
ooooo

i seriously think that my emotions are all haywire.
writcom was SO boring.

welson is smart.
my life is so darn boring
BORING PEOPLE. BORING!

bug.

Gelare'.

2007-11-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

This was actually on tuesday.
after radio.
the pictures taken at Gelare'.
i was too lazy to update and therefore.. here goes.
boooo

amber and i actually made cupcakes for dawn and cheryl.
i made extra and since my whole family except me of course is on a sugar fast.
i brought the rest to school
then after that i tried amber's cupcake.
chocolate cherry jam cupcakes.
OMG
that was heaven sent!
it was so GOOD. it just melted in my mouth. awwww

i still keep thinking about it.

this is actually the wrong post.
i have yet to update the things that happened on monday.
in school.
i wld if i wanted to. but i'm lazy.
muahahahahaha

this is like the 2nd time i ate at gelare'
it was meant to be a whole class affair.
the waffles with ice-cream was so good
i wanna bring nesha there.
i think she might like it better then swenson's
she's crazy about that.

i love my class.
i bought a new dress also.
from chomel.
i had an eye on that dress for the longest time.
OMG. i got it finally.
awwww.
wow.
must go cotton on.

fug u.

socia-psych.

2007-11-05T14:49:00.000+08:00

social psychology now.
so boring.
This has gotta be the first time in a long time that i blogged twice.
how the hell do u stare at a person for 30secs?
i'm already laughing when i look at hannah.
cripple me please.

nesha has been quite lucky with guys nowadays.
though she did break up with her guy recently.
she's been dating.
lets say vividly aged guys.
very vivid and wide.
i tend to have guys that remain to be my friends.
my sis wonders most of the time as to why i have that many guy friends.
but never a boyfriend. not even one.
what am i suppose to do?
just happens.
homo-phobic.

the nature of our eye-contact shows how we perceive our relationships.
i can never hold eye contact for long.
does that mean that i don't have best or close friends.
i never stared at her. never looked at her that long.
atleast not like that.

the wil.i.am song with fergie.
is so condescending.
hot mamas have hot daughters?
eh..

wondering what CCA to join?
wanna quit touch rugby.
never really mixed with the group.

i love my class.
i love everything about them
they rock.

holding hands seem so hard.
don't block my privacy dude.
don't

north and south pole does not attract.
prompt.
so boring.

this sem seems to be a repeat of primary school.
speech com - repeat of how to say words.
writ com - grammar?! OMG dangling modifiers.
social psychology - very uncomfortable.
little india ain't that bad.
that's how india is.
come on.
very empty.
i'm picking up on words that this guy is talking.
why would people take pictures of people holding hands?
distance dude.
distance.

cupcakes.

2007-11-05T10:20:00.000+08:00

In school. writcom.so boring.
made choco chip cupcakes yesterday.
wondered whether to put frosting on it.
seems like evryone wants frosting. mmmm
sugar!

i am so afraid that my cupcakes aren't baked properly.
this is the first time i made cupcakes.
as dinesh said - 'IDIOT!'. got dinesh to send me to sch in dad's lorry.
was so afraid to get into a bus at that time.
so squeezy!
damn crunched up.
so scary! i hate public transport sometimes.
but love public transport. at times.

the best part is that i didn't even try my cupcakes!
got my mum and sis to try.
my sis enjoyed it. but according to my mum - not baked thoroughly.
so i put the cupcakes back in the damn oven.
bahhh
praying so hard!

i have no idea how the cupcakes taste at all.
praying damn hard its gonna taste okay.
at least baked.

wrticom seems useless. at times.
feels like i'm going through kindergarden all over again.
wow.
seems like we are consuming 'poison' when we eat fries.
mac fries.
i'm trying to refrain from fries.
diet seems to failing me real badly.
i give up so damn easily.
trying to refrain from consuming oily stuff and sugar!
ahhhh. mmmm. sugar.
starbucks java chip.
i would kill for one right now.

nesha seems to be doing well.
no fair.
wow.
i'm bored.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY:
DAWN
CHERYL
FEROZ
SARANYA - MY SIS..
DINESH. not dinesh raja.
;)

BRB.

very long.

2007-11-01T21:28:00.000+08:00

i do have a lot things to be updating about.
though i know that i have time. there just seems to be no time at all.
i feel so emo all of a sudden.
what does being emo actually mean?
how the hell did the word come up at all?!
i think i'm a happy emo person?
who by the way, thinks hindi has to be one of the sexiest language ever.
thinks guys can be assholes and idiots sometimes.
thinks gals can be back-stabbing vamps.
prime asshole ribs. wow.
i actually have to prepare for a speech and i have to promote an invention.
the only idea that i thought was sensible enough was a face sensory mask
which is rather random and i am beginning to think its stupid.
ubber stupid.
too much explaining and mambojambo to tell.
how does someone promote a product in 2 mins 15 secs?
amateur advertiser. wow.
good-looking gals seem to have a lot more things going on for them
but why the hell do they still complain when there are people out there more worse then em?

went out wth dawn and elke today.
to Plaza Singapura, pastamania.
today has gotta be the 'best' travelling day ever.
woke up at 7.20am, left hse at 8.50am
went to tiong bharu, met nesha, followed her to bukit batok
made my way back to harbourfront, went to STARBUCKS
got a java chip grande,choco chip muffin and thinking that STARBUCKS is awesome!
met dawn and on the way met dinesh and went to school for test
which i totally screwed up.
then went to plaza singapura.
lets just say we were bitching.wow
fixated about toilets. adored marks and spencers.
wondered around for cheryl's b'day present. 3 nov
diwali on the 8th. wow

cheryl got a pleasant but sad surprise from constipated face.
dawn has a secret life.
elke is bored and misses her friends.
eunice has removed her black nail polish and is a squash freak.
dinesh is a crazy ass bitch
nat is partyboy
amber looks sweet more and more
ver looks sweeter too. headband works wonders.
rest is a mystery.

we should have a 'BRING YOUR BEST FRIENDS TO SCHOOL' day.

i feel so suffocated.
do CPR please.

late updates.

2007-10-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

i was so lazy to update.
actually i don't really have much to update.
that is why i lead a sad life.
i wanna change my blog layout.
but i like the plain layout. bahhhh

i'm fixated on threadless.
i love this pic
the shirt would cost 25bucks.
kinda expensive for a tee.
bahhhh. SAVE MONEY.

maybe 3 bucks per day from today.
which wld mean in about 9 days, i should have enough money to get it. YES.
25 bucks.
anybody willing to donate?

i'm becoming unfortunate.
have a radio report that i have to complete.
having a social psychology quiz this week.
have to get my notes into place.
my world into place.

things i have done over the past week:
1. wanted to go for halloween party. butter factory.
2. got boxers that were freaking adorable! but 19 bucks and damn thick sweater
3. went to tekka and bought more tops that are freaking adorable too.
4. aimed aimlessly to save money for more shoes/sneakers and tees/pants
5. got a new bike and am hooked to biking
6. broke so much like hell
7. been feasting on chocolates-everything to do with chocolate
8. beginning to think that HINDI is the sexiest language alive
9. dinesh is wanting to hit on my bestie
10. mitran talked to me though i lied

i don't really have much at all
kick ass bitches.

i'm beginning to wonder why gals out there who are good-looking bother so much about guys not looking at/talking to them
i mean come on?

i did it staffy. UPDATED. but super boring! ;)

rp. gelare'

2007-10-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

tuesday.
school finished early.
went for radio in the morning-felix tan
radio was kinda awesome.
wore that damn denim skirt that i havent worn in ages!
its a wonder that i can still fit into it.
i love my bag! yes! dorothy perkins.
though i spent a little too much then needed!
but who cares! awwww makes me tingle on the inside
went to RP later
with dawn eunice and cheryl

we took an mrt all the way there
but didnt know how to walk there
then we took a cab-3 bucks
hehe
lazy. everyone looked so nice today.

everyone expected RP students to be.. different
i guess we made an early assumption. wrong one
RP is damn huge

the whole place smelled like a cross between a hospital and something
i cant seem to put my finger on it
but the place is like damn clean and huge. then we ate the A/C(ed) canteen
also damn huge
plus RP has to be one of the quietest poly ever.
within me i thank god that i'm in NP! yay.

then came the emo bitch part
fought with my bestie
had to support my sister
and the whole boyfriend and relationship thing is just bull man!
being single is a hell lot more easier i swear!
but the whole being alone part sucks for a hell lot more reason.
fighting and being in-between and trying to do what's right seems wrong at all the right times!

emo bitch depression mode started kicking in
and doing its dirty job

fuck. forgetting it. i'm weird
brothers on a hotel bed!
then we went to causeway point
first time there
we went to gelare'

i have never been there before
gotta bring nesha there soon
i miss that bitch so much
sometimes i feel like i'm betraying her
why? am i really? i'm changing.

i'm going back to the whole emo dark side again
death cab for cutie.

i binged on food like hell today!
ate gelare's sundae which was really filling.
then came back home and ate instant pizza
my family really does survive on instant food.
bad family. bad.

i wanna go out again so badly.

feel like my life really has no meaning to it.
besides the regular schedule and school.
how does one make life interesting?
my bod aches
getting my new bike tomorrow.
taking it for a spin

emo-bitch taking off.

2007-10-21T22:36:00.001+08:00

u either know something
or u don't.

real love.

2007-10-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

love is big
romance serves a purpose
it puts logic to sleep so that people can come together
otherwise probably people won't risk it
why is love so complicated?
couldn't that one thing be easy?
love is big
its a bright light in the universe
and a bright light casts a big shadow
real love is hard work
u have to decide if you want it in your story
or would u rather stay in the drain?

-joan of arcadia-

mitran

2007-10-20T15:55:00.000+08:00

people pretty much think that they know everything
everyone's pretty much a fucktard
he can't do nothing.
try it.
he don't even know what he's dealing with.
do what u want
go die u idiot
fucktard

boring.

2007-10-19T23:21:00.001+08:00

pretty much i was blur for the whole week of school
still feel blur.
my life is such a bitchy bore.
so boring
i LURVE the lecturers and lessons this semester.
but i'm bored.
feel like my whole mood just turned a whole 180 degrees.

free-writing in writ-com. quite amusing
i think i wrote crap:
future
writing about future. i'm on tofu. i guess life is pretty much a bore. nothing much to do except work and live my life out.
which is rather amusing when u think about the future being interesting and a tad bit more shitty but everything just falls into place like my mum would pretty much say to me all the time. the whole theory about life and future being exotic interesting and nice is bull. how can life be more interesting if there are no emo things that you can be able to do. sadness is required. karma's a bitch. what goes around comes around. i pretty much consider myself lucky at this point of time. with everything that's going well for me but when i think about wads gonna be happening in the future. it bites me in the ass. KARMA. i think i am pretty much gonna have a simple and misery free life. but sooner or later. its all turning upside down. believing in luck as much as i do can be rather mushy and happening all at the same time.
but when u think about karma faith and destiny it bites u in the ass.
i think i like the word ass abit too much.
i wanna be a freelance journalist. travel all around the world.
at least i know i have that destiny written in the palms of my hand saying that it will happen.
being an indian brings u to a whole other side of life. how u view things -being ethnically- different is interesting but yet horribly terrible. in other words bitchy ass crap.
to continue. i wanna do all those things.
get an apartment by 25. go somewhere else besides singapore. ooo NEW YORK. and probably get killed sooner then expecetd. get a black cat with white paws. have accumulated enough money to go shopping as and when i want. be a journalist and kick people's tush.
move away from my family and finally try to catch up the whole indian tradition when i get married.which i most probably might not.
the expenses and the kids. a horrid life from my parents' point of view.
not saying that they dun love us or anything. but it already hurts as much looking after ur own parents and having no life what so ever. and on top of that u have a spouse and kids who might probably make u bankrupt. my parents brought me up well. but once i get settled down. that's when everything else falls into place.
WHAT I WANT IS A SECURED INDEPENDENT FUTURE.

doesn't make much of any sense
sharp's cool.
at least i think that's how u spell his name.
white dude.
speech-comm is super conflicting and confusing!
cordelia is awesome
felix rocks
issues is a pain in the butt.
work at hand.
i think i'm becoming a retard and quite bit emo-ish
or at least i can feel it rising
exceptionally lazy.
super.

blooie's

2007-10-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

went to salvation army with elke and dawn on tues/\.
was too bummed to blog yesterday.
then we got so damn hungry.
before that we had radio tutorial.
FELIX TAN. he's awesome!!
he's so good at cracking people up. SO GOOD!
i'm like actually looking forward to tues!!
we then went to BLOOIE's after salvation army.

i ordered the creamy sausage pasta.
it was a bit bland
but damn filling though.

elke and dawn ordered the chicken baked rice!
that looked awesome.
but way more filling.
no one managed to finish the meal.

but i must say that the ICED LEMON TEA
was awesome!!!!
was so good.
but i know. its just iced lemon tea.
but it was so different and refreshing!

the ambience of the place.
was quite nice and cosy.
nice place to chill.
its actually meant for sport buffs!
3 big plasma TVs dedicated to sports channels!
wow.

wouldn't mind going back to the place again.
the meals were 9.90 each.
cost me 1 buck extra for the iced lemon tea.
but WAY worth it!
and elke ordered the brownie ice-cream with choco fudge on it.
damn mouth-watering.
the fact being that the brownie was still warm
with the ice-cream on top
that came up to 7.50
total came up to 45 bucks.
which was okay. reasonable!
;)
i liked that day.
the day was awesome.
then later went to vivo
with dawn
walked around.
walked the food off.
DIGESTION's a killer!

me want more of FELIX TAN!
he actually rocks as a lecturer!

2007-10-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

first day of school
the usual things.
but feel like an unhealthy dead zombie.
so unhealthy.
i'm scared.

sat.

2007-10-13T21:50:00.001+08:00

v-star tomorrow.
after some confusion.
seems like u have to well-dressed.
pathetic people.

i want an espirit top.
loan me cash.

new sem

2007-10-13T00:55:00.001+08:00

i am so super screwed.
school's starting on monday.
speech communication is the 1st lecture.

-Ms. Cordelia Fernandez Lee
-Notes:
Fanatical about proper pronunciation.
Easy going ... but only up to a point :)
Funny.
Rude.
(i'm totally gunning at jumping over a building)

the assesment worksheets and notes are already online.
first tutorial..
figure would be public speaking = all about me.
not that appealing. its beginning to make me a tad bit more nervous.
school makes me nervous sometimes.
how old am i. 17. not suppose to be nervous.
i know these people.
the lecturer interviewed me. hopefully she won't remember.
i was horrible.
i thought i was good at public speaking. now not so much.
i feel. NERVOUS.
i'm allowed to be nervous. i can be nervous.
have to think about touch rugby.
another thing to be nervous about.
must go to school abit earlier then usual.
must try to be there by 8.45am.
OH-MY-GOD.
my puke is almost at the top.
feels like my choco muffin is about to come out.

why am i nervous?
THIS WOMAN HAS GOTTA BE KIDDING ME.
her tongue twisters and pronounciation exercises!
are atrocious.
WOW.capital wow.

2007-10-12T21:55:00.001+08:00

why don't my shoes fit?

-running out of things to write-

2007-10-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

why don't you wanna shake ur booty?
i need to make a doodie.

hair-cut.

2007-10-11T00:03:00.001+08:00

i swear blogger's being a bitch.
took me 15 mins to upload 2 rotten pictures.
of myself.

i went to get my haircut at Toni n Guy Academy today.
sat there for 2hrs 15mins
right now i'm doubting whether the haircut was worth it.
i had to take a cab to tiong bharu. coz i thought i was late.
5 bucks. 2pm appt. bugis.
me and punctuality is drifting.
school's next week.

my hair is already curly.
they had to make it even more curl-ier?!
come on. but i spent 8 bucks on the haircut.
now i have no idea how to style my hair.
i had someone from bombay cut my hair.
she's a student. learning at Toni n Guy.
therefore the academy.
she's chinese. but she's living in Bombay.
since young.
forgot her name. ;(
the whole idea for my haircut was to be dis-connected and stuff.
kinda cool.
but it brought me back to the audrey hepburn years.
seriously.
its longer at top and shorter at the back.
that i like.
but i kinda wished they would have cut my top part shorter.
my life would be easier.
now i have to syle it and stuff.
dang.

i wanna bitch.

v-star.

2007-10-10T23:34:00.000+08:00

sunday:
met up with crappy person-dinesh.
went to see a movie at vivo.
was half priced. not exactly.
5 bucks per ticket. quite cheap.
went to see nanny diaries.

the movie only started at 12.45pm.
we ended up meeting at 11am.
we ended up going to starbucks and started tokking crap.
mostly about the class.
where's micheal?
but that idiot had to leave the movie half way.
had to go be a tutor to a P6. dang.
serves him right.;)
too bad he missed a damn awesome movie.
my goal to live in NEW YORK is still strong. so strong.

then went to the mediacorp place thing.
vasantham star.
filled with indians.
i was getting heart pangs.
nearly flushed.
omg.

the theatre was damn big.
the cameras were huge.
we were seated at the back. coz we weren't supporting nobody.

the fact that there were so many indians there.
nearly made me feel in-secure.
in NP-i don't get to see as much indians.
and surprisingly-there aren't many indians in mass communication either.
wow.
and you wonder why.

going to vasantham star this sunday again.
yogi-b's performing.
yay man. plus point.
right before school re-opens on mon.
damn fast.
wow.

batu caves.

2007-10-10T21:57:00.000+08:00

i went to the batu caves on sat.
fell sick for the next 2 days.
RAIN SUCKS.
coughing non-stop.
therefore the lack of update.
batu caves was sorta fun
but damn drenched.

i did this stupid fortune telling thing.
THE MOUTH OF TRUTH
i just had to put my hand into the its damn mouth and it reads my palm.
rather amusing.

seems like i'm going to be okay.
life: 6/9
love: 3/9 terrible!
luck: 8/9 SWEET!
health:4/9 freak!
sex: 8/9 i think i'm a freak
wow. hard to believe. me?

the pictures are self-explanatory.
i'm too bumbed to type where the pics were taken.
too many.

most of them were taken in the taxi that we had to take.
the taxi was damn small!
I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL FOR THE TAXIS IN S'PORE.

some of them were taken when on the bus.
couldn't sleep in the bus rides.
back and forth from s'pore to m'ysia.
wow.
no wonder my butt looks like a flattened pan.

then came the most exhausting but exhilarating climb.
272 steps.
not easy. since its rather steep.
but quite a work-out.
go figure.

the monkeys were a pleasant sight.
rather amusing to watch them grab food n stuff from people.
jumping around.
quite fulfilling.

the coming down part was the worse.
walking down the 272 steps in heavy downpour
was a death note to me.
i nearly slipped.
damn slippers. DMK.
i will never forgive my mum for that.

but i must say that the toilets in m'ysia
are horrendous!
damn. why can't they keep it clean?!
i had to control my pee the whole day.
so not a pleasant thing!
had to go to the s'pore immigration to pee!

but was kind of fun
i guess it could be worth it.
the monkeys made it worth it.

it seemed like there was indian actor at batu caves
doing a shooting.
Ajith i think.
who cares.
so much for being an indian.

end.
made it to s'pore safely.

2007-10-10T11:59:00.002+08:00

my mind
is just a
CORRUPTED SON-OF-A-BITCH.

bye singapore.

2007-10-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

yay.
whole day at Malaysia.
batu caves.
back on the same day.
finally something worth waiting.
bye universe.

i miss them.

2007-10-04T22:11:00.000+08:00

i miss these bummers.
i actually miss school
almost 2 weeks and counting.
haven't done anything productive for the whole holiday.
outing got cancelled today.
so sad..

~kiss me.

doc's appt.

2007-10-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

i went to the poly-clinic today.
seems like they pushed the appt to nov.
22nd NOVEMEBER! at GH
trying to call and bring forward the date!
one and half month long.
so long.
i waited for more then 4 hrs at the damn bukit merah poly-clinic!
my mum followed me today. since 8am!
she went for her yearly check-up.
i didn't bring my hp along. it was the worst way to keep urself entertained.
i'm feel so bummed.
now when i cut my hair short. the damn lump can be seen.
you know what. i don't care.
people want to look. they can look.
i'm not really a side-show freak.
who cares yea.
now atleast i can go out.
yay. without the worry of having a bandaged ear.
plus i get to skip one day of class. with valid reason.
bummer.

got my hands full.

quizzes.

2007-10-02T15:04:00.000+08:00

i just took this quizzes for fun.
i think some of them are true.
but i dunnoe.

The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:
You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

i'm so bored.
time to sleep
IN MID AFTERNOON
i'm a freak.
somethings happening..

so random.

kal ho na ho.

2007-10-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

just felt like hearing some other language songs.
this is my favourite song from one of the best-loved movies!
kal ho na ho.
i actually tend to prefer hindi songs then tamil.
i just feel hindi-ish.
feel so sick and tired.
just wanna sleep.
stomach's killing me.

i'm becoming a freak.

vivo.

2007-10-02T12:38:00.000+08:00

Dawn and i went to vivo yesterday.
we went for abit of shopping.
then we went to watch a movie. 'Joshua'
that is a dumb ass movie!
freaking dumb ass. its so slow and the end is so abrupt!
i like going out with dawn.
i would prefer to go out with her often. but she's a working gal!

i tried on these two blouses from forever 21
my mum would be proud.
dawn was for a matter of fact proud for the clothes i have been choosing.
colours instead of black and white.
i like the green one. with flowers on it.

we then went to my area.
to check out the carpark
right at the top.
which is one of the best parts of living in this area.
the pictures were really nice.
especially the ones that Dawn took.
considering that she's the one who takes the best nice pictures.

but the pictures she took ain't here.
can check out at her blog.
link's on the side.

i remember her making me jump.
she took shots of that.
including me running.
which was rather amusing
and considering that i haven't done anything physically demanding lately.
this actually made me tried.
i gotta start working out. or atleast start climbing the stairs.

i just realised that i love my culture.
i dunno why.
dumb-ass...

school's gonna start in like about 2 weeks or less.
need to go shopping before that.
get a denim skirt, shoe bag/socks/some tees

BLOODY.HOLY.SHIT.ASS

i was freaking insulted at the movie theatre yesterday.
when i bought the tickets-no one asked for my age
coz the movie was NC16.considering that this is the 1st NC16 movie i have seen
unless u don't count the online ones. i mean come on.
there i was sitting in the theatre. munching on oreos.
a guy who's working there was walking up and down checking up on ppl.
Dawn and i thought he saw the food that we sneaked in.(we're babes on a budget)
i hid between my legs by the 3rd time he walks up and down.
he finally comes over and he doesn't bust me for the food.
but asks for my ticket and ez-link card instead!
OH! come on. i don't look that young.
i then figured that i have to cut my hair and lose weight and dress abit more mature.

there's a ton of pictures in here.
some of them don't really make sense.
but hey, my blog.
;)

but how mature can a person get.
i have chubby cheeks!
what can i do. it takes years off my age!
;) hey!
tee-shirt and jeans. you can't go more wrong then that.

i wanna go out again.
so badly
for some reason i feel like putting on henna.
guess because i'm watching 'mistress of spices'.
no wonder the sudden love for my culture.
and the sudden want for henna.
my stomach's been killing me for the past 3 days.
periods are torture. especially for the state of mind.
i hate it.
but hitting meno-pause. would kill all desire.

freak-a-zoid!

bored.

2007-09-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

didn't do much today.
yet there was so many things going through my head!
i wanted to go out with dawn badly.
but felt like the time to go out now, wouldn't have been good.
went shopping with my mum instead.
we went to coffeebean. bought drinks. walked around vivo.
talked abit. decided about certain things. came with solutions to certain ideals and problems.
found out alot more things about my mum today.
and hell lot more about my sis.
figure life isn't all that it makes out to be. alot of different things to overcome
life sucks abit though.
i sorta cant wait till school starts. then i got other things to be worried about instead.
bahhhh
i whine alot more now.
way lot of whining!

can i just leave to NEW YORK right now?
staffy's a wonder. ;)

my sis.

2007-09-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

WHY THE HELL DOES EVERYTHING IN MY WORLD SUCK?
The only time I am able to go out.
I mean WHY?!
WHEN IS MY SIS EVER GOING TO REALISE THAT SHE’S NOT EVERYTHING!
WHAT THE FUCK MAN!
i feel like a total bitch!

my mum's hurting.

2007-09-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

sometimes i hate the way my sister treats my mum..
she can't even appreciate the fact that my mum loves her.
and tries to help her out!
and my sis turns right behind
and kicks my mum in the arse!
when is she ever going to realise my mum knows what she's doing is for her best?
what is wrong with her.
i try to tell
she blows me off.
my mum's hurting right now.
my sis is abusive with her words. so bad that she dosen't realise it.
at one point, i figured that i was bad to my mum.. when i was in sec 2..
but i became her friend. i knew and realised her. that she existed.
yet my sis is hurting her so badly.
everyday. inside out.
i always wonder if she realises that? not good.
not good at all.
my mum's hurting.

ME.

2007-09-28T18:31:00.000+08:00

i'm a wimp.
total wimp.
i still care for the way i look.
maybe a little too much.
SOCIETY IS SO STIFF!

devastated.women

2007-09-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

just to let you know. to people who don't like long posts.
maybe you might just not want to read this.

i was watching the Tyra Banks Show today.
about three women that are deeply hurt and have emotional problems that made themselves hurt so badly.
two of the women being fat and the other being hurt by the suicide of her husband and child.
her husband had killed her child then killed himself.
they are so deeply and emotionally hurt
i felt for them. really felt for them.
there's so many things going through my head.
i can't even keep them in the same train of thoughts.
how is it that women go through so much hurt?
how is it that we seem to have more problems?
how do we get so obsessed with our looks and the way we are?
why don't we love ourselves?
how did self-esteem issues even get this worse, not bad, but worse?
how is society so vulgar enough to say that women have to look a certain way or behave a certain way?
society being the people that forms it.
how can it be freaking possible that people judge others when they have flaws of their own?
my hands are actually shaking, while writing this. right now
it pisses me off so badly. because i had gone through the same thing.
at such a young age. being anorexic and so depressed till i built a fake facade.
how did the world even get in this way? how is it that forgiving yourself became so hard or even loving yourself?
stripping bare-naked and looking at yourself in the mirror and saying that i love myself and so what if people view me differently. i don't give a shit!
we have alot more to offer. instead of wasting the energy hurting ourselves, why is it that we can't use the energy and love ourselves instead.
my mum gave me the courage to pursue what i wanted. but the fact being that my mum went through hell.
people go through so many different things. how do we get through so many things?
what's the incredibly powerful tool to keep us sane and moving forward?
one thing i learnt is to not be afraid and go for the things you want in life.
not to let anything get in my way and push myself to do well.
love life on the whole. my mum taught me that. even she doesn't know that.
one thing being that you shouldn't let life pass you just like that.
before you know it. its gone.
do we even know how to deal? with anything at all.
empowerment for women is so important. sassy-ness!

i'm probably crapping a whole lot. i just wanted to sorta talk.
considering that i have no one to talk to.
life's just a bitch.
we just have to push through it. we don't. no one would do it for us.

revered position.

2007-09-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

u figure people are not as confusing as u think they are.
but they are more confusing then ever.
then u figure that doctors are nice people who do actually care for the freaking human life,
everything just fucking changes!
i went to the doctors, twice!
yesterday and today

yesterday:
went to the doctors after calling like a dozen clinics!
finally when i went to one, she said that she can't do it, not-experienced.
okay, that was fine. the fact was that she was really nice and she really felt for me.
she referred me to another doctor(MALE) that worked in the same clinic but at different shifts.
she was bothered about me-that counts a hell lot

today:
went to the same clinic again.
my stomach was like actually churning. inside out.
but when i got in! that dang doctor(MALE) was such a pain.
he was asking questions like why did i pierce my ear? did i do it with permission?
how does freaking matter? i mean seriously!
i got it pierced and now its affected! so there! that's it man
plus he started taking my blood pressure and heart rate and crap.
he was scaring me.. like what the fucking hell
she didn't do it. why does he have to do it?!
ARGHHHHH. he just let me go. he said that he can't cut the lump off because its more complicated.
he sent me off and gave medicine and stuff to wash and put a sort of cream on my lump!
34 bucks! and i have to come back in 5 days

how long am i suppose to wait?
in like 2 weeks, my school is going to re-open!
plus i got to get my haircut. what if i wash my hair and the shampoo gets into the wound or something?!
i had toe infection previously(like a long time back), i couldn't manage such a small thing in school!
how am i suppose to manage it if i go to school with my ear not healed yet! DANG MY ITCHY HAND!
the whole deal was that i get the damn thing of my ear like this week and let it heal(JUST IN TIME)
now i have to wait for 5 DAYS! and then if it dosen't go down, i have to get it cut off.. fugging hell!
if the lump doesn't go down. i have to go to hospital! DANG! tell me earlier
plus if i get referred to by the private clinic-there's no subsidy but if i go to a polyclinic-there's subsidy
like bahhhhhhh
i'm like fucking frustrated!
coz my mum couldn't bring me to clinic nor my dad
the fact is:I HATE DOCTORS/HOSPITAL
i have to go with someone(company)
WHINE!
i wanted to go out so bad
i actually had plans for next week.
now i don't know
what am i suppose to do.
i pushed all my outings this week to next week!
FUCKED!

i actually saw one of my primary school friends.
he was actually the cute guy in class
actually still is and i studied with him when i was in P4.
i was like he could actually remember me.
i couldn't even realise that it was HIM
i had to look twice before i realised it!
AWWWWW.. he smiled.
saw him today. further more, i sort of decided to wear my NP shirt after so long when i left my house to see the doc
and i thought that i was actually lucky to see him, coz i haven't seen him like forever! i actually thought the shirt brought me luck!
then came the doctor's hell.
dang!
i can't remember his name! isman? ismail.
bahhhh
torturous...

i feel like having a swedish dish
restaurants please?!
people!
i mean it. STOP CONFUSING ME!
get to the deal!

promised.

2007-09-26T13:29:00.000+08:00

u think you know everything
you just end up taking a step back as often
staying in one place may just as well be good for you

everything in the road
may just as well disappear
boom.

just hug everyone
give love
let love
i'm crazy.
laser-focused!

2007-09-24T20:20:00.001+08:00

smoky.fuggy.rawn.middle.devil.escape

breeks.

2007-09-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

my whole family went to Breeks today.
like an annual family dinner
my mum wasn't feeling well
she has been coughing non-stop for the past 5 days
like literally non-stop
the food was like ok
quite satisfying!

this was the pasta that my mum took
pasta with mushroom cream sauce
not that bad
but as expected
it was a tad bit bland.

this is wad i took
dory fish glazed with lime chilli sauce with pasta
they had like zuccini/carrot/red and green pepper
the lime chilli sauce was kinda different from the normal kind!
time for a change i guess

this is the dish that my dad and sis took
steak salmon hotplate.
the salmon with the sauce that they poured over it was damn nice!
they poured the sauce over the salmon when they served it piping hot!
the salmon was soft and it just melts in ur mouth

breeks was actually nice.
aint that bad
but the only problem was that everything came up to 75 bucks!
so expensive
for 3 dishes, 2 lemonades and one soup of the day(cream mushroom)
but once a month is ok.

soon
;)

collide.soulmate

2007-09-20T23:10:00.000+08:00

i have to listen to this every night
makes me feel nice
and ting-ly

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

makes me thing otherwise
but feel the opposite
figure this song is the one
or whatever.
this song just does it for me!
deep man
deep.

and

i don't why
this song-soulmate
is rather simple
but its deep
for me atleast

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

it hits my core.
my own.

i live a sad life.

2007-09-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

fugger ass bull*
didn't get to go out today
cancelled last min
bahhh
so so sad
i'm so bored
my bum is just getting bigger day by day

how does a person become active after being immobile for so long?
any ideas.

things u do when u're bored.

2007-09-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

Your Linguistic Profile:

55% General American English

25% Yankee

15% Dixie

0% Midwestern

0% Upper Midwestern

What Kind of American English Do You Speak?

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as confident and determined.

Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody.

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you.

With respect to money, you spend carefully and save your pennies.

You think good luck depends on maintaining good relationships with others.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out.

Who's The True You?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Feminine Are You?

Your Vibe Is Somewhat Sexy

On a good day, you're the sexiest woman in the world
But on a bad day, you can't help but feel a little average
Try to remember the times you've felt the sexiest...
And keep that attitude even on the worst of days

What Kind of Sexy Girl Vibe Do You Have?

Your Power Element is Water

Your power colors: blue and aqua

Your energy: deep

Your season: winter

Like the ocean, you evoke deep feelings and passion.
You have an emotional, sensitive, and spiritual soul.
A bit mysterious, you tend to be quiet when you are working out a problem.
You need your alone time, so that you can think and dream.

What's Your Power Element?

You'll Find a Boyfriend Within 3 Months

Maybe you need a bit more time to get over an ex
Or maybe you need a confidence boost to talk to new guys
Either way, you'll find a boyfriend in time...
As long as you keep getting out there and meeting new guys

When Will You Meet Your Next Boyfriend?

Your Passion is Purple!

You've got a ton of passion, but you don't always wear it on your sleeve.
If something truly excites you, you let your inner intensity shine through.
But otherwise, your passion tends to morph into energy ... which you never lack.
You're a balanced woman, knowing when to turn on the fire in your heart.

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"Nice doggy."

What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

You Are Mostly Secure

In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!

Are You An Insecure Girl?

You Are Basic Panties

You are a laid back chick with a real natural beauty.
You can make unwashed hair and minimal make-up super sexy.
Men tend to notice you show the "real you" - and they appreciate it.
And while basic makes boring for some, it looks classic on you.

What Kind of Panties Are You?

You Are 52% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: High

You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers.
Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know.

How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.
Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.
You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.
Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

You Should Wear a Blue Bikini

A natural beauty and flirt, you feel at home both on the beach and in the ocean.
And you got your bikini body the old fashioned way... staying active in the sun!

What Color Bikini Should You Wear?

You Are Quite Worldly

You've done a good bit of worldly exploring, and you have an international perspective.
And you're definitely looking forward to your future adventures abroad.
You've got the passport, the desire to travel, and maybe even the language skills.
Now all you need are the means!

How Worldly Are You?

bummed.

2007-09-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

poopie
meeting human beings tmr

300.

2007-09-19T12:28:00.000+08:00

if u think about it
a gal wouldn't really be putting up this post
but hey.
it aint that scary or gory!
these screenshots are from that movie '300'
i actually found the movie quite intriguing
spartans and war
centuries and decades ago

just to make it clear
the wall that's behind the soldiers/spartans
are piled up dead men
quite.. 'hellish'
u figure

and to make another thing clear
i am not a saddist
i just happen to like the movie
trust me.
there's a hell lot more images that can be put up
that are way worst

seen the movie like a dozen times
but really
it hit me now only
life's a bitch.

plus u don't see a severed head
every now and then
not really for the squemish i guess.
besides the nudity and under-dressed women/men
the movie and edit and storyline
is quite.. extraordinary?
especially the edit and effects!
i don't know what people might feel/think
but hey
my opinion!
-same movie but different opinions-

this is basically what u do when u're bored
really bored.
i actually thought twice before putting up the images
people are going to unhappy
but isn't a blog.
like a place where u can actually practice tad bit of freedom=to speak?
yea?
go figure
BUT SERIOUSLY
i do not have a twisted sense of reality
i guess i view things differently
don't blame me.

-blame the genes-

wow.

2007-09-18T22:54:00.001+08:00

apparently there are ugly cute guys.
u just happen to wonder!

a gal can only hope!

2007-09-17T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hayden Panettiere
she looks okay i guess
but they put her on the worst dressed list!!

BUT
this gown is so ..
something that not normal human beings can fit into!
its so GORGEOUS!
heidi klum is HOT!!!!

KRISTEN BELL
i loved her in VERONICA MARS
i was totally addicted to that show
plus this gown..
damn HOT!
she pulled it off really well..

Katherine heigl!
I LOVE HER!
i totally love the character that she plays in Grey's anatomy!
IZZIE!
plus this gown
is a total plus factor
she looks DAMN HOT!
i love this white gown the most

black and white

2007-09-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

i don't know
like the pics
the pics are kinda complicated.
sneaked off to relax my bones abit!

so tired.
bugged.

freak u!

2007-09-16T11:55:00.000+08:00

screw ass shit
-my mum's pms(ing) like hell-
i want to go back to school

WHY!!!!!

bugger off
;(

just stuck in my head!

2007-09-14T15:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THIS!

way awesome!!

this dance is so funny!
bahhh
but still awesome!!

OKAY THIS IS WOAH
if a people can do this
they are like woah!

this is awwww
kinda sweet

long overdue

2007-09-13T23:40:00.001+08:00

random
see
dun see
dun care

taken at east coast
on the class barbeque day

end of school-at vivo

2007-09-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

THESE PICTURES ARE ALSO SO OVERDUE
some of them were taken after school
the last day
after medsoc exam
while waiting for ourt prmaco project

the picture of marvin carrying dinesh
is way amusing!
HAHAHAHA
i miss my class
soon!
15 oct!

woah.. my birthday

2007-09-13T22:45:00.001+08:00

THESE PICTURES ARE LIKE TOTALLY OVERDUE

some of them are taken at the vivo
my family treated me to carl's jr!
the pancakes were actually my dinner!
the pancakes are like totally cute and small!!
adorable
and
sandra and rachel
they got me a cake from sara lee i think!
cheese cake
and they decorated it with heart and 17
they came early in the morn to give me a cute surprise
and to think that they totally forgot abt my b'day!
bahhhh
still more!

temple

2007-09-13T22:37:00.001+08:00

these pictures were actually taken on sun
my family went to temple
to actually pass lamps used for prayers to the temple
so that they can use

i love my culture
but
i just lost on my prayers and stuff
i love the pic that has a statue in it
the day was actually perfect
it was the day that i went to SPCA
awww
i miss puppy dogg
bahhh
;)

grands

2007-09-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

i actually went to my grandparents house
the-day-before
i love grands alot
muacks!

i love the shots
some of them actually
i like the one with the wheelchair and calender!
bahhhh
i miss my grands!
they are actually cute people!
my grandma's 55
my grand dad's 70
omg!
;)

me pooped~

2007-09-11T14:10:00.000+08:00

I AM A SAD SAD PERSON
SERIOUSLY SAD

2007-09-10T13:57:00.001+08:00

what's waiting?

day at doggy day-care!

2007-09-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

SPCA!
so sad
the damn building is so small
its like its self-funded
pratically run by volunteers!

i love this pup
he is so goddamn cute
he was sleeping the whole way through
he didnt even wake up for no one!
when i called
he woke up!!
OMG

come on
this puppy dogg is SO GODDAMN CUTE!!
bahhhh
we couldn't adopt it though
its not HDB approved
its like 3 mths old!
its so adorable
all it does is sleep!
i miss that puppy dogg

i actually named it puppy dogg!
bahhhh
so miserable!

my sis was actually very intrigued by the husky
its actually 5mth old
the dark one
she was like all over that dog
she didn't even want to move from that space!

but who can blame
i couldn't move away from puppy dogg
she couldn't move away from that husky
which she by the way named it cha cha
bahhhhh

omg
the more i think about that goddamn puppy
i get so sad!!
bahhh

going back next sun
see if a HDB approved puppy is up for sale
puppy male dogs cost abot 150 bucks only!

missing puppy dogg!

(so sad)
;(
soon

late ride home

2007-09-09T22:24:00.001+08:00

right
these pictures were taken on the back of a lorry
and
east coast

the cake was actually done by amber and ver!
they are such darlinks!!!
awwwww
they celebrated marvin's and my belated birthday
haha

it was actually sweet that they made a cake!
they bake goddamn well
the chocolate cake was so moist and it just melts in ur freaking mouth!!
bahhhhh

i loved that day!
the lorry ride was awesome!
nat, eunice and me got a ride on dinesh dad's truck!
the funny part was when dinesh's dad called back nat
-nat got his foot injured while chasing DINESH-
dinesh's dad made nat sit in the front coz he didn't want nat to to walk too much

u noe dinesh..
ur dad is real sweet!

i loved that day
was a nice break
figure for everyone else too..

(miserable yet happy)
;(
soon

BOOOOM!

2007-09-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

LOVE MY CLASS
adore them
-including those who are not there-

(feeling like loving)

was busted!

2007-09-08T23:07:00.000+08:00

we went to east coast to have a barbeque!!
we brought alot more food then expected
we wasted a hell lot of them
i guess i should let the pics do the talking

there are quite a few random pics
figure i migt as well as update as many as i can now
or never

there were like tons of pics
i spent like hours sorting them out!
OMG

the best part was that
I DID NOT TAKE ALL THE PICS
most of them were taken by VER!

there's actually more pics
random stuff!!
pics..
omg
pics..
so many!!

thanks dinesh
i needed this!!
love my class
-wish more people had turned up though-

more!
later
(amused and bewitched)

2007-09-04T19:22:00.001+08:00

so ill
bed-ridden
omg

2007-08-31T23:20:00.001+08:00

partially liberated~~

;(

2007-08-30T11:17:00.000+08:00

bye biggies..

hello silence and cleanliness..

;(

bummer-at-work

2007-08-29T23:58:00.001+08:00

i'm a big bummer

i think even my bum is getting bigger..

sitting around all day..

no physical activity

started working

got so much to update

yet bumming again!

to do(s):
1) go to school
2) bang my head against the wall
3) wash sports shoes
4) bang my head again
5) watch prisonbreak
6) bum again

more photos due..
bahhhhh

soon
(depressed, bumming, craving)

i hate relationships..

2007-08-25T02:12:00.000+08:00

is the guy that u supposedly suppose to like

be able to piss u off in all kinds of possible way..

just get u damn freaking fucking angry?!

is it?

help

i hate birthdays..

2007-08-25T00:55:00.001+08:00

i'm officially 17 right now
right..
no biggie..
17
nothing much

a person might expect to get greetings
for a person who's birthday IS on that day
me..
my best friends
who i think apparently forgot my birthday
i got HI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. from friends.. whole lot of them
who by the way i love and adore!
but..
NOT FROM MY BESTIE(s)!
wow..

I AM RIGHT NOW
WATCHING TEN PEOPLE TRY TO KILL EACH OTHER
IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY NECESSARY
IN ALL RIGHTEOUS MOVEMENTS
I AM WATCHING PEOPLE KILL THEMSELVES ON MY BIRTHDAY
U WANT TO WATCH TEN PEOPLE TRY TO KILL THEMSELVES..
WATCH 'THE CONDEMNED'
APPARENTLY..
IT HEALS A PISSED OFF SOUL!

I LITERALLY LIVE IN A WONDERFUL WORLD

gore, misery

really perspective
really awesome

happy birthday to me
have a wonderful 17!

HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE STAYING AT HOME FOR 2 MONTHS
WITHOUT GOING TO SCHOOL

i'm dead man
DEAD
koop

bahhhhh

i'm whining on my birthday

i hate growing older

perception of going older seemed alot better back in primary school

BUT NOT NOW MAN

i hated birthdays since i was in sec 1
when my perception of life changed a heck lot then in primary school
but..
i got to admit.
that the birthday parties/bashes my friends threw for me back in my sec sch
ROCKS
no offence though yea..

bahhhhhh

plans for today:
wake up at 9am
go to tekka and go for eyebrow threading(with mum)
go eat at komalas(with mum)
go to vivo(with mum, sis, dad)
window shop and probably buy something(with mum, sis, dad)
go ben n jerry's - treat from dad
go home

there.. my plans on my birthday
i don't hate my family
just feel abit off
tension man!

soon
(i hate this)

MEDSOC'S taking my soul man!

2007-08-22T20:06:00.000+08:00

haha

fucktard sounds funny!

-i'm losing it!-

wanna see perfect stranger!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so very old!

2007-08-22T17:57:00.002+08:00

fugger!

i'm getting old
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate MEDSOC
get into my head will u!

death and dreams...

bugger off!

2007-08-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

-i'm yawning-
(or just trying to find a reason to do something else)

managed to get some stuff into my head!
gotta cram more stuff tmr!
yea..
i have to
don't really have a choice considering that my test is on thurs!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
meaningless man!!

i miss my cuzzies!
booooooooooooooooooo

OMG
elke and me got like 11/20 for the freaking interview!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
gotta do well for MEDSOC!!

PLEA TO GOD:

-please GOD!-
-help me! for medsoc! i have to do well!-
-i'll be a good gal-
-i promise to go to...ummm-
-promise to clean my house and keep it clean everyday!-
-will TRY not to disobey my parents and TRY to listen to them-

-i'm really desperate!-
-SERIOUSLY DESPERATE-

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

WHY AM I SUCH A LAZY ARSE??

WAKE UP MAN!
WAKE UP

gonna have to wake up early to register everything again into my freak-of-a-little-so-called-brain
-which i actually think IS shrinking and getting worse bit by bit-
whatever i went through today and remembering it over and over again
TILL I GET IT
including the new stuff that i have to cover
practice the FREAKING test papers!
TILL I'M SATISFIED!

MY DAMN FREAKING LAZY ARSE SOUL RESTS ON THIS! PAPER ALONE..
FAIL THIS
I CAN KISS MY NEXT SEM GOODBYE..
OR MAYBE EVEN MY WHOLE COURSE GOODBYE..

MEDSOC..
spare me..

sleep time
wake up at 5am!
have to
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

WHY ??!!!

soon
;(
(driven to desperation!)

pictures to indulge in! break..

2007-08-21T12:26:00.001+08:00

these pictures are awesome
taking a break from studying medsoc
bahhhhhhh!!!
wish i could photograph like this also
INSPIRATION MAN! INSPIRATION!!
but photography aint really in my interest though!
WRITING!!!
i wanna write
but how?
what?

-the pictures are so GODDAMN freaking AWESOME!!-

Since i can't take this kind of photographs
i shall indulge and admire them instead!
yea...
no harm done..
OMG
the pictures are really really good!
some from deviant art
most from pop experiment
i shall try to take some photographs over the hols
but probably try to write more instead
yea..
-syched-
bahhhhhhhhhhh
need caffeine
back to studying in half an hour'''''
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
-wanna be a sheep!-

soon
;)

bite me!

2007-08-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

EAT ME!

JUST EAT ME
SWALLOW ME WHOLE!!

i haven't studied at all for the whole day!

watchin CSI..

i'm going to sleep
wake up early
then study and study

I GOT TO!!
OMG!!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

JUST SWALLOW ME WHOLE!

BITE ME!!!!!

soon
;(
(anger and desperation man!)

my big fat greek wedding!

2007-08-20T15:10:00.001+08:00

OMG!

i cant get enough of 'MY BIG FAT GREEK WEDDING!'

i keep seeing the freaking movie over and over again!!

its so ...

ummm..

amusing and yet interesting!!!

I LIKE IT MAN!!!

if i ever have a wedding!
would totally want it to be like that
extreme loud and big or ultimately soft and small

i've been like ADDICTED to movies

ADDICTED!

saw 'THE 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN' yesterday!

see.. movies over movies!!

i've been procrastinating over and over and over again!

my room's in a mess!
i havent actually truly started studying for MEDSOC!
just been reading it through over and over again!!
but nothing's getting through my head!
plus my room's and my studytable's freaking GODDAMN messy!

okay..
i shall vow to study and clean up my mess today!

bought sugar, to make coffee to keep myself awake!
coz my house is a sugar-free home
which i find it hard to live in
i need coffee man
have been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 11am
havent been exercising!
touch rugby starts on the 28th aug at 7.30pm
still want to play squash though
but i suck at both big time
man
i'm scared to go back to training
i practically forgot everything!
plus i suck at it
and
i'm gonna suck at it even more now!

-have been thinking about getting a different handphone-
-probably a N series-
-but i like sony ericsson-
-confused-

being a freaking FRUMP!!

first cleaning my room and table
then study and study and study..

-my mum thinks that i'm drifting away from the family-
-due to that, she only allowed me to go out like 5 times in a mth-
-i've gotta get a job- thinking maybe at ANIMAL(retail asst) harbourfront
-though, i think i might be moving away from my family-
-true enough-
-wouldn't even mind moving out from the house-
-just want to be on my own-
-i like being on my own-
-just me alone-
-figure as much that i'm a loner-

-very sophisticated-
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

soon
;)
(happy yet procrastinating)

devil wears prada

2007-08-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

'DEVIL WEARS PRADA'
is a good piece of inspiration

truly..

i feel really enlightened in the truest sense..
in real and utter fact
i truly am!

the difference in life that you either desire for or want
is clearly and evidently shown in this beautiful depiction
its set precariously but yet independent enough to just let you in to know that much..
ITS A WONDER!
-praise-

OMG
i feel like an angel that has just been pierced with its own arrow of enlightenment
OMG!

THIS IS ONE FREAKING AWESOME MOVIE!

soon
;)

sentosa

2007-08-17T19:24:00.000+08:00

i like these pictures that i took..
pretty much most of the pictures were taken by DAWN!
i like the day we spent at the sentosa
dawn and me
its been like pretty much a long time since i enjoyed myself!!
dawn was pretty awesome!
we got wet so badly..
like when we first got into sentosa
not even within half an hour
we got wet
it was my fault though
i started it first ;)
but seriously..
I SHOULD HAVE BROUGHT EXTRA CLOTHES
-goddamn!-
then after we walked around
it pretty much started raining
got heavier soon...
had to leave sentosa pretty early!
only thing was that i kinda hoped that we could spent our time there longer!

I LIKE THE DAY WE SPENT AT SENTOSA!
IT WAS THE BEST TIME EVER!

DAWN!

Create myspace graphic with Gickr

MORE DAWN!

pimp myspace

even more DAWN!!!

myspace graphic at Gickr

me trying to jump.. atleast!

pimp myspace with Gickr

BEACH SCENES!

there's like so much more pics
figured that if i put it in gickr or photobucket
but it took me like half a day
WHAT-THE-HELL!!
but what the heck
its worth it
yall are gonna have trouble though!
must scroll all the way down, down, down!
just imagine if i put the pics alone in!

BUS RIDES!!

ON THE WAY!!! around..

US!!!!! random pictures...

Pastamania!!!

myspace image at Gickr

pastamania was awesome too!
dawn was really nice
she offered to pay me because i had to buy stuff for my mum
and i was low on cash
she offered to pay
that's why she paid for me!
she's too good to be true some times!

then we went to face shop
the malay assistant lady there was pretty awesome!
she painted all my nails
with different colors
one hand for light colours=the other hand for dark colours
who does that nowadays?
i mean seriously
she was really pretty awesome
i felt so colourful!!

out-of-control

then we went to FOREVER 21
we tried on some clothes
update ltr on that
like dawn's taste
mine is so dull
t-shirts and jeans
then we met joycelyn and the rest from her class
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

it took me like FOREVER to put in some pics
trust me not to bring extra memory cards
updating all these pics took forever!

son-of-a-devil!
little nicky is so cute..muahahaha!
release the evil in u...

the song from ghost whisperer
the last part
it was beautiful..
literally
maybe it was from 3 days grace!
it was really beautiful
so beautiful!
m like trying to find the song!

damn
my family does make me feel tired
very tired
spoiled the whole freaking day!!

woke up today goddamn late
so tired!
still tired!!
kept to myself pretty much the whole day!
freak everything
i think i am emo
maybe for certain periods though

BUT
I STILL LOVE THE DAY I SPENT AT SENTOSA WITH DAWN!!!

dawn
U ARE AWESOME!
I LOVE YA SO MUCH.. ;)

soon
;)

just shoot down everything...

2007-08-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

i hope everything dis-integrates and dies

trust me not to talk to anyone!

too depressed to update nor talk

my life is tad bit too miserable

my family just tires me terribly..

screw everything

me update sentosa tomorrow..

just too many things..

soon
;(
(depressed like hell)

2007-08-15T11:29:00.000+08:00

feel so OVER-DRESSED!

fugger off..

finally done with web D..

waiting to present and get the damn done and over with

m i really that over-dressed...

f**k

soon
;(
(overly depressed)

the story of hate.. begins...

2007-08-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

[FLASH] :
i hate it
i hate hate hate it
it sucks big time
screw the damn thing
freak it
fuck it

its such a disastrous/atrocious program to work with
screw it!

dishwalla and death cab for cutie
very interesting

you know what's AIR?
its feeling my stomach up with it
just want to use a pin and poke at it non-stop
till all the air comes out
so irritating and feeling so bloated

OH!! PLEASE DON'T TELL ME ITS HERE!
SO SOOOOOOONNNNN..
fugger..

skin 'irruptions' coming out again
time for a doc's visit

VER : u have a companion! ME..

can't wait till thurs!!
a day of pure enjoyment/relaxation
then back to the books
MEDSOC
so dreading it..

DOODIE DAWN : I WANT TO GO NOW!! SENTSOSA..

wants right now:
STARBUCKS ICED CAFFE' MOCHA
A WHITE TOP
TO NOT SEE MY MAC FOR ANOTHER 2 DAYS
FLATTER STOMACH WITH [NO AIR]
TO SLEEP!!

hates right now:
FLASH
ANYTHING TO DO WITH FLASH
EVERYTHING TO DO WITH FLASH
WEB D!!

presentation tomorrow
going to go in all black
plain black tee.. plain black pants.. black palms
EMO BLACK GALORE

have to be in sch by 9am..
time to get cracking on ppt and storyboard
damn illustrator

define the meaning of:
RETARDATION
LAZINESS
SPACING-OUT

and most importantly,

WONDERMENT?!

soon
;(
(emo and anxious)
neck's cramming ever so slightly
crammed....
like being alone

2007-08-14T13:19:00.001+08:00

arse seems to be a better word than ass!

web d is still killing me
once i think i get it
everything else fails!

cursed it seems

Pocky and Yakult is the best companion

web d is due tomorrow..

ROCK TILL U FALL ASLEEP..
CRASH SOFA..
LITTLE CLOSER..

like my type..
soon
;)

empty vessel!

2007-08-13T23:21:00.000+08:00

there's only this much a person can do!

things i did today:
-went to school at 10am
-did LOCVID editing and filled out the forms till 3.15pm(included gossiping, eating, slacking..)
-finished everything that has to do with LOCVID by 3.45pm
-tried to stuff the envelopes in heng han's slot till 4pm and gave up
-found out that no one was in the office and will only return at 4.30pm(stupidity)
-went to 3rd floor with Dawn, bought drink, helped mitran with blog crap stuff(DONE=he owes me man!) till 4.30pm
-reached 7th floor, passed our work to suja thomas to pass to heng han(damn) by 4.40pm
-went to toilet, found that i have skin 'irruptions' and nearly choked! left school at 4.50pm
-waited for 61(too lazy to cross over) and went to Bukit Batok by 5.05pm
-waited for 106 to go to Cityhall(BIG MISTAKE!), took bus at 5.20pm
-Dawn and i chatted the whole way through.. TALK TALK TALK!! no sleep =0
-reached Cityhall at 6pm(after going around and around and around)
-walked abit, went to the loo again
-went to this British thingy food shop: tried FRIED MARS BARS(dawn's treat) with choco ice cream(tasted pretty good!)=highly recommanded
-went to meet someone that Dawn had to pass some stuff to
-went to Starbucks: got Iced Caffe' Mocha(SO WONDEROUS!!)=$6.20(SO WORTH IT!!)=way better than what i drink in school!
-went down to this paper book store thing(ATROCIOUSLY EXPENSIVE!!)
-left Cityhall at 7pm(wondered why my mum never call?!)
-reached home by 8.10pm

never take the MRT.. its .. like.. the worst thing ever
getting squeezed like u're some kind of a sandwich
couldn't take it and got off one stop before!
started feeling quesy on my way back home
Iced Caffe' Mocha started kicking in!
NOT GOOD TO DRINK ON AN EMPTY STOMACH
(NO MORE SUGAR FOR ME!!)
love DOODIE DAWN to bits!
its really nice to go out with her..
=) love ya..

web d is still a killer
trying to do the homework
but getting carried away
have to look through all the videos
NEED HELP ASAP!
HELP..

changed my blogskin again
nothing better to do
didn't like the pervious one
like this a whole lot better!

DOODIE DOODIE DAWN DAWN
BABY BABY DAWN
(learn and tease people!)

soon
me need beer
substance people!
need concentration more
no more sweets!
so broke
life's empty..
;(

nothing

2007-08-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

-me smell nice-
-me hate LOCVID-
-me hate doing loggings and worksheets-
-me hate my sis shouting at me right now-

-how am i suppose to work?-
-i wanna work out badly!-

-but getting lazy day by day-
-my sis doesn't trust me-
-her lost..-

-love her to bits-
-but-
-there's only so much a person can take!-

-LIMITATIONS-
-keeps getting crossed every day!-
-hate u-
-hate evrything-

-FEELING EMO DEVILISH!-

soon
more updates
too many things to do!
up to me head!