to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)

guess what .. my dad just made me cry .. alot .. its been so long since i cried .. i don't do crying .. i felt so guilty and dumb at the same time .. Guilty because the handphone that my mum got for me as my early birthday present and for doing well in my O'Levels and getting into the course i wanted. Dumb because i lost my handphones three times in a row and all of them being utterly and despicably expensive and awesome phones .. u tell me -- how dumb can one person get ?? i just want to whack my head against a wall and just bleed to death .. i just want to whack my head damn hard ..
few things that i decided when my dad was reprimanding me :
- NEVER TRUST ANYONE
- NEVER BELIEVE ANYONE
- SUPPORT YOURSELF
- ITS JUST YOU AND YOURSELF
- MAKE LIFE HOW YOU WANT IT TO BE
- IF U WANT SOMETHING = WORK FOR IT
i think these few shall be my main principles .. which also includes my parents, sis and anyone else if concerned ..

soon :(