i love ver!
she's such a darling
serious darling
OMG
i love her to bits man!

i love dawn.
she's been wonderful also
poke gal!

i love staffy
she's one of a kind
she's a sweetie!

i feel okay now
i really do love this people.

i have no idea wad i wld do without them.
OH-MY-GOD!

PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE

are pretty much like aliens to me now.
some seem to much of an idiot
some seem pathetic
some seem lost
some seem bad enough that they look like they need meds
some seem sad
some seem lonely
some seem like they need a make-over
some seem like they need something in their life

those 'some' people
also applies to me

i liked it when it was simpler.

thurs is going to be the cutting day.
finally.

PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE
PEOPLE

you think u might actually know the person
but all everyone does is go back to biting you in damn fucking ass.

i am not worried that i won't see you again.
even the slightest doubts are beginning to disappear.

even if the whole world is going to drop
i am not going to be bothered.

if i don't trust myself
i might just lose out on one of the best things that can ever happen to me.

going back to emo mode seems like one of common things i've been doing
this sem and last sem

i just hate it.
hate everything.

i like u but i hate u
wad kind of bull is that.

even then
and even now.

being played once is more then enough.
i'll just up detesting the whole gender.
my mum has already drilled enough into my head to make me decide.
him or her?

there's just this whole bunch of crap running through my very puny head.
i'm learning to ignore them
and just go with my gut instinct.

they told that it would all be so wrong.
even then

you know
i aint all that
but i am something

should i just fall once?
but falling once hurts real bad
that one prank was enough for me.
mentally and physically.
being alone seems more logical.

why does everything seem so wrong right now?
m i in the right place at all?
i'm hating this.

you correct it for me.

What is love to Rev?

Chocolate is the metaphor,
thoughts she can't stop to harbour.
Beautiful is the description,
her eyes deny as they stare in fixation.


Unintended message from her,
sent it willingly not in a blur.
Totally smitten,
just for him, she would knit a mitten.


Heart's feeling all fluttery,
she's filled with jittery.
Eyes glistering sweet in the name of love,
she's like on the clouds above.


What is love to Rev?
It's the man she calls Babe.



Written by Dawn just for Rev.

i luff yoooooooo. (:

Saturday:
dawn and i actually went all the way to Cityhall just to go to STARBUCKS.
after going to school
to pretty much do nothing.
DAMN SOCIAL PSYCHOLOGY PROJECT.


after that when going home
we saw the indian cultural items going on at the esplanade.
there were like small girls dancing
all dressed up
brought back all kinds of memories.


it was the 1st time Dawn gotta see an indian cultural thing.
the girls are damn cute.
and they danced real good also.
i love the costumes. a hell lot

i remember dancing when i was young
the traditional south indian cultural thing.
so missing out on the whole thing.
i'm thinking of going back
and joining it again
in a temple or something
on weekends
but i have a funny feeling that i'm too old to join all that anymore.
I MISS IT.
plus considering that this sem is a tad bit sian-ish and retarded.
so bummed
yet hyper.

WRITCOMM IS LAME ASS BORING.

went out with DAWN today.
thursday. suppose to be having social psychology class.
got cancelled today. :)
which i think we are suppose to be using to do our project work.

got this wallet from Ripcurl
cost 32 bucks! a tad bit heartpain.
but i needed a proper wallet. and i only liked this
and according to DAWN. this wallet is so like me. hmmmm
i love going out with DAWN.

almost some way or the other. i do stupid things when i'm with her.
i don't care how i seem around her. no tension.
i like that.
i like going out with her.
but the more i was out with her. i got reminded of Nesha.
but she thinks i'm changing. HOW?

we ended up chasing each other from raffles place to orchard.
i was blur enough to end up at Newton.
DAWN got see me eating so very slow.
we were so broke.
but we ended up seeing a movie
beowulf-was okay. like 300. not so bad.but not DAWN's cup-of-tea
haha
POKE DAWN.
she spanked me!
that gal. i like to tease her.
i hope she comes to school tmr.

just finished doing writcomm work.
very tedious.
life is getting tedious

i've been talking to you for quite abit.
even till from day to night.
beginning to feel something.
like the way u are.
but the past hurts.
bad.
not assuming that i had much of past.
what happen to the 'goodie-two-shoe' story?
are u playing?
i'm confused.
should i trust?
maybe lonliness suits me best.
what u say?

DAWN!
i love u gal!
if u're reading this.
know that everything is going to be okay.
time sweetie heals most of things.
patience also.
take care!

DHA!
i miss u gal!
haha.
wish i could meet u soon!

PEOPLE:
order food from me!
baked goods!
;) tag me if u want.

loves.

SO CUTE!
DAMN FUNNY!
cat bloopers:

freaky tests.
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
(THANKS CHERYL)
u might not wanna read - rather long.
unless u wanna know more about me that is. ;)


Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.


The Real You
Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend thinks that you are a real doll but this is not a totally positive thing. Sometimes you can be a bit too sweet, and come across as being helpless. If you're like this too frequently, your boyfriend and other people are likely to get tired of you having to rely on them all the time.


What's your personality love style?
Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.


What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Self-centered

You are self-centered. People around you get tired of trying to please you all the time. You don't care how others feel and everything has to be done your way - this is why you don't have very many friends. Deep down, however, the real you is quite a nice person, and when you like someone, you can be very sincere. So try to think less about yourself and you will eventually be a more popular person.
(OOOOO! nasty people.. i don't think that i'm like self-centered! am i?)


What does being a friend really mean to you?
You value your friendships: 65%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.
(OOOOOO)


i am so very bored.

REALITY IS STRANGER THEN FICTION.
man do i love this quote.
got this off from a bus.

went out with Dawn after radio yesterday.
was so fun going out with her.
mocking her and poking playing with her.
came up with our secret code.
i miss nesha.
i miss haseena.
i miss my gals.
i love my class people. T102/T107

once u think someone's gone from ur life
they are there standing right in front of u again.
its crazy.
everything's crazy loco!
someone enters through the door.
disappears a while
comes back in
and changes every single freaking thing.
so crazy loco again!
u think u can never see anyone in that light again
but u do.
deep down u do.

i wanna cuddle my huge cute teddy.

when boredom kicks in.
the things people do:

i love my class.
how have no idea how any school has the heart to separate a class after a year.
damn shit.


i actually wore what i wore on Diwali to school today.
i felt so unusually colorful and glamish.
but felt nice.
leggings makes people feel airy.
made me feel airy.



1) Came to school in Dinesh dad's lorry.
(HIS DAD IS AWESOME)

2) Was stressing out when i got to school.
(FELT SO ODD) = clothes

3) Got through lectures without much hassle
(luckily)

4) Brought cookies/cake/murukku to school
(Cake and cookies finished, gave the leftover murukku to felix tan)

5) saw mitran today. and tried to hide from him.
(nearly got heart attack(s) trying to hide from him)

6) scared Dawn into thinking that there was a lizard in her bag.
(she jumped)

7) Went to meet Madinah to pass her shorts.
(very long way to Tiong bharu)

8) Met up with Feroz after a long time. Followed him to Dover.
(All the way back again)

9) Then took 166 back.
(very fast)

10) feeling sad and happy at the same time.
(am i a tad bit crazy?)




people commented.
top was nice.
awww
miss Revathie Dhanabalan
(so odd)
seems like i have sexy legs.
LEGGINGS DOES WONDERS.
ver has a hicky.
felt so loved today when Nat and Keane started fighting and chasing each other for my cake.
awwwww.
dinesh back-stabbed me (retard)

how can one feel happy and sad at the same time?
i felt nice today.

i have no idea what i'm talking.

i'm thinking of changing my blog url
any ideas?

baking offers are still on.
ORDER!

I TOTALLY CONSIDER THESE FEW DAYS TO BE HAPPY DAYS!
i got an A in speech comm
i thought i can never be good in any class at all!
i did it!
i got a freaking A
Cordelia said that she didn't have much to say to me.
i guessed i proved myself wrong
I CAN SPEAK PEOPLE!

BUT I THINK THE BEST WAS:
I BAKED A HELL LOT!

i was like going crazy!
i baked cookies and a choco cake
plus i get to wear my diwali clothing tmr!
yay! i'm gonna be so colorful!
ooooo

plus i actually managed to do some work today.
though it is late.
i did it
plus i cycled my ass-off!
I ADORE BIKING!
had a wonderful coffeebean mocha with Dinesh.
passed my writ comm test!
oooo people
i'm so high!

i think the GOODIES turned out great.
except for the appearance part.
the cookies turned out to be a little flat then expected.
tha cake broke here and there when i tried to turn it over.
i guess i was impatient.

but the taste of the cake and cookies!
according to my sis: 'aint that bad at all!'
that is like a total WOW factor!
after so long. i was able to bake cookies that were edible!
and cake that turned out way better then expected.
i think my class and family are gonna be fat!
MURRUKU!
OMG.

I LOVE BAKING!
amber: LETS START A FREAKING AWESOME BAKERY!

people:
if you want to eat my baked goods
like cupcakes/cakes/cookies/cheesecakes...
anything.
ORDER!
email me : lireal_giz@yahoo.com.sg
or tag me.
trust me - i will not charge alot!
plus the food's good!

i am so very happy!
mitran:
u're crazy.
;)

OOOO
the day of reckoning.
but the day for MONEY!
we actually woke up early.
did the whole ritual.
the previous day, we cleaned the whole damn house
that is what you get for cleaning the house very late.

went to visit the grands.
ate breakfast at my mum's parents' house.
saw my very cute cuzzies there.
they grow so fast.
ate lunch at my dad's parents' house.
then home sweet home.
but more people visiting our house.
THE DAY WAS DEADLY.
-i nearly died serving those people-

the food was of course awesome.
i made cookies/cake/muffins
trying to be different this year.
damn that mutton curry my grandma made was goddamn awesome.
wow.

this picture was actually taken when i came to my room to take a breather.
-i thought this was an amusing picture-
my sis was actually clever enough to hide in the room
and leaving me to help my mum serve and clean the damn place.
the house was like a freaky hotel lunch-room.
people came with their whole family and left.
they kept coming.
and coming.
they were like vultures.
no harm done. i love my very extended family.
BUT COME ON.

i was like so busted from cleaning my house up on the eve.
i went to sch in the morn
went out with my class
then came back home and cleaned.
ALL THIS ON THE EVE.

diwali day
no exception
same thing.

NEXT DAY
I HAVE SCHOOL
all the way from 9am to 5pm
nononono.
i'm so very busted.
so very tired.

total collection of cash i made was 500 bucks
but i only managed to keep 100.
my mum put the rest intp my a/c
how nice.

wow.
fuggy.

this is also from MONDAY.
i think my head is so screwed.
so very screwed.
forgetting the days.
these were taken when i went to little india with Dinesh.


the plan was to go to Cityhall to get a hat for Dinesh and look for his top and bottom.
so. it means that a gal followed a guy shopping and the guy did the shopping.
vice versa.
but the awesome part was that.


we walked from cityhall to bugis
then we cut from bugis to little india.
since Dinesh hasn't checked out the decorations in little india.
i thought a walk in Little India was actually okay.


but the stupidest thing was that.
i forgot that the place would be damn crowded.
it was like 2 more days till diwali.
people would be like cramming everywhere.
that place was like a mini-hellish mall.


Furthermore, we did the stupidest thing.
we walked from one corner of little india to the other end
we went to the Expo.
the place was filled with foreigners.
but the place was still awesome.


there were like sale everywhere.
shops were like blasting really good tamil songs everywhere.
i do love Little India.
but a little less during the festive season.
we practically walked on the road-sides because there wasn't any space at all.


i wasn't even able to take proper steady pics.
but the i loved the whole walking from one corner to the other.
walk and walk.
the only problem was that i was carrying my mac.
so heavy. wished that i didn't have anything in my hand.
now, that would be awesome.
ordinary people.

i just wish the Singapore Government would make Little India a tad bigger.
so bad. bad people.
the Indian Community IS expanding okay.
that should be like more of a good reason to expand the damn place.
make it more sane for people to walk.

I LOVE THE WAY LITTLE INDIA SMELLS.
FRAGRANCE PEOPLE. THE FRAGRANCE!
-i'm a very odd person-
i noe.

THIS IS MONDAY.
i'm so stoned.
but now hyped.
THAT IS AMBER'S WONDER CUPCAKES.
that has to be the most wonderful thing i ever tasted.
but i'm a deprived soul. really deprived.
but this cupcake is so GOOD!
seriously heaven sent...
ooooo. so hungry. munchie!


i don't know why but i just love my class gals.
i totally adore them to bits.
they are like few of people who have really influenced my life.
but guys are also awesome.
my whole class is filled with awesome people.
awwww
i'm becoming so emotional.
ooooo


i seriously think that my emotions are all haywire.
writcom was SO boring.



welson is smart.
my life is so darn boring
BORING PEOPLE. BORING!

bug.

This was actually on tuesday.
after radio.
the pictures taken at Gelare'.
i was too lazy to update and therefore.. here goes.
boooo


amber and i actually made cupcakes for dawn and cheryl.
i made extra and since my whole family except me of course is on a sugar fast.
i brought the rest to school
then after that i tried amber's cupcake.
chocolate cherry jam cupcakes.
OMG
that was heaven sent!
it was so GOOD. it just melted in my mouth. awwww


i still keep thinking about it.


this is actually the wrong post.
i have yet to update the things that happened on monday.
in school.
i wld if i wanted to. but i'm lazy.
muahahahahaha


this is like the 2nd time i ate at gelare'
it was meant to be a whole class affair.
the waffles with ice-cream was so good
i wanna bring nesha there.
i think she might like it better then swenson's
she's crazy about that.


i love my class.
i bought a new dress also.
from chomel.
i had an eye on that dress for the longest time.
OMG. i got it finally.
awwww.
wow.
must go cotton on.

fug u.