i'm basically gonna cringe and die and fall down into the deep holes of hell
i mean seriously
being a gal sucks at times
having pms right before a few days to the major presentation
that might also break your grades big time
is no joke
i hate being a gal during that particular period of time of the month
plus with the tons of work that got piling up
i'm screwed big time
i feel so bad
like i'm not doing anything at all
but i feel like i'm up-to-my-neck
yet i don't see how tired i can be
if u were me right now!
you would cry!
i love mass comm
i love my life
but yet
???????????
so many things to be done
how??
had filming on sat
followed by freaking loud concert
then on sun,
worse day ever
had to do marketing like for the whole
revise for locvid which i pretty much didnt do much about
PMS
emo freak man
all black
still have to go shopping and finish up with a whole load of crap
still gonna cram all the way through to tomorow with marketing
LAST MINUTE
should probably be my last name
screwed big time
so afraid of my grades
SOOOOOOO don't want to repeat a module
but still so screwed
filming has yet to be completed
got to start on the editing
have no idea who i'm doing with
considering that i'm the only gal in the group
CRAP
BIG SHIT MAN!!
go die
soon
(anger)
done.Y
7/30/2007 12:36:00 PM
i actually wanted to change to LJ
but eunice helped me out and
i decided to stick with blogspot
this layout aint that bad
but ya-
its still do-able
and i sorta like it
;)
goin to SP tomorrow
for some kind tamil programme
with dance, songs and stuff
going with nesha
and probably seeing vicnesh and others?
got filming tomorrow also
followed by marketing
there's like tons of things that need to be settled!
there's marketing presentation on TUES!
i'm so screwed---
so many!!!
many
soon
:)
done.Y
7/27/2007 10:14:00 PM
done.Y
7/26/2007 08:21:00 PM
done.Y
7/26/2007 12:25:00 PM
i went to school today for actually no-rime-of-reason
right now, i'm crapping for CATS tomorrow
it really dosen't pay to do work late
but all i have to do is type and be creative
me and my big mouth
-listening to dixie chicks; not ready to make nice-
during school, in the digitising room, i was with eunice, dawn, cheryl, nat and amber
we ended up teasing dawn and eunice
cheryl -- we should do this again
FUN!
man, skeeter is so strong --- me bones are hardened!
so we ended up teasing dawn 1st
we teased her about pengiun/darren=monkey/penkey/monguin .. -smiles-
but then there was a problem
dawn's digitised footage turned out to be like shit
that poor gal was so upset
she was so broken down
she cried a bit
let it all out gal!
vent it!
damn people
the world is a bit rotten at times
if i were her -- i would totally be strangling someone EVEN TILL NOW!
Elke and her then decided that they might as well do another
to do well for LOCVID
which i hope heng han ain't gonna be biased!
poor things!
xiangwei must be more hmmmphhh!
force woman!
FORCE!
-anything to help yall!-
we all took then turns to write on the board -- there's like random stuff wriiten on the board now
*i'll put up the pictures later*
-i'm pooped-
then it was eunice turn to be bullied!
WITH DAN!
dan-i-unice!
AWWWWWW .. its was so sweet
that guy is totally crushing on her
she might be too -winks-
than i had to hold her back from rubbing the board
damn! that gal is freaking strong
i literally held onto her
-we couldn't stop laughing man!-
-it was SO hilarious-
i'm sorry skeeter!
but still was so worth it man! -laughs-
ver was pissed also
with mitran
don't really know the reason
but i hope everything goes well with her and ian
they look NICE together man!
come to think about it
i think i'm doomed to singlehood
violence is caused by pregnancy
gals be aware!
-laughs-
i went out with dawn later to VIVO!
yay vivo .. sacred heaven!
we went to eat ben n jerry's
3 different choco ice-cream
layered with choco fudge and nuts!
CHOCOLATE HEAVEN
we then decided to do it once every two weeks
then we went to forever 21 to try on stuff
i tried on 2 skirts and a blouse
which was by-the-way FREAKING ADORABLE!
we then talked and talked
i realise that when i am with my darlink gal, dawn
i talk like there is literally no tomorrow
she's just a sweet gal
i knew it the first time i saw her!
she told me things
i voiced out things
bit on the waffle and we left
-all the pics will be up later-
i like today
though there wasn't much
its been quite a while since i felt good
still feel like something is missing in my lfe
procrastination is still validated in my life
even till now
-i miss me still-
soon
:)
done.Y
7/24/2007 10:54:00 PM
people are just plain mean!
done.Y
7/24/2007 12:35:00 PM
i'm actually sitting outside the digitising room with xiangwei, elke, amber, ver, dawn, cheryl and eunice and myself!
having nothing much to do ..
figure i shouldn't be sleeping tonight and finish up my CATS, LOCVID, marketing
i'm missing something still
like something had just disappeared
reminds you of something
something that just sorta disappeared out of your life
-bore-
gotta clean my macbook
baby wipes
water
scrub
random!
-i miss me-
soon
:)
done.Y
7/24/2007 12:17:00 PM
quite freaking random
-clean up-
-wanting to move to another place-
done.Y
7/24/2007 12:10:00 PM
i realised something
i hated him for no reason at all
he didn't do anything to me at all
going through medsoc lecture
realised that he is not at fault
but neither am i
i accused him of something that he didn't even want to be involved
blaming one person for something that had gone wrong in my life
he didn't deserve this
neither me nor him liked each other
maybe what's meant for me is -singlehood-
i'm happy the way i am
no one's to be blamed for something that was never planned to happen
poor guy
blamed him for no reason
without he himself knowing
poor thing!
neither did he know
-i miss me-
soon
:(
done.Y
7/23/2007 04:02:00 PM
-random thoughts-
-blackness surrounds-
-boredom sucks-
-i still miss me-
done.Y
7/23/2007 11:44:00 AM
i'm bored and feeling retarded as hell!
somethong is like missing
-did filming on sat-
-m too lazy to upload my pics-
-maybe tmr-
-also took some random pics-
-gonna change songs-
-surf the net-
-play penguin-
-i'm missing something-
-vertical horizon is interesting-
soon
:)
done.Y
7/22/2007 10:57:00 PM
-charismatic vampire bunny-
-syched-
done.Y
7/22/2007 10:03:00 AM
| You Should Get An Asian Inspired Tattoo |
 Mysterious and expressive You like to show off, but you also like to keep some allure |
-random-
-still so random-
-craooing through web D-
done.Y
7/20/2007 04:38:00 PM
-flush the toilet-
-and run-
done.Y
7/20/2007 03:45:00 PM
oh-my-god .. i just did this random quiz .. oh-my-god ..
i love this ..
its so AWKWARDLY FUNNY!
hahahhahahaha .. this totally made my day man..
MITRAN SHOULD SOOOO NOT SEE THIS!
-no harm done people-
i still love everyone of yall
EVERYONE!
| What You Really Think Of Your Friends |
 Elke is your soulmate.
You truly love Eunice.
You consider Cheryl your true friend.
You know that Dawn is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Nesha for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Haseena is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Verena is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Mitran is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Mitran changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Peixuan is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Peixuan has a hidden internet romance. |
done.Y
7/20/2007 03:25:00 PM
after school .. i went out wth ver, eunice, micheal, darren, cheryl, amber and 3 other people that i'm not even sure that i know them
-FISH&CO-
-i miss going out-
-feeling too lame ass to update anything-
-just took my marketing test and got 7.5 out of 10-
wish i think is rather okay-considering that i didn't at all
-i just feel freaking emo and depressed again-
-slept like for 2 hrs-
-havent slept properly in 4 days and there's filming tomorrow-
-i'm screwed-
-so broke-
-syche me-
cry
done.Y
7/20/2007 12:23:00 PM
-i hope he cringes and dies-
-am i that pathetic-
-screw u asshole-
-i hate guys-
-i hate me!-
done.Y
7/20/2007 12:22:00 PM
done.Y
7/20/2007 05:47:00 AM
-staring into the wide open blue sky-
-limitless-
-bored-
-neither me nor u-
-fish & co-
-teriyaki-
-ice mocha-
-catching-
-i wanna have your babies-
-OOOOPPPPSSSSSSSSSS-
done.Y
7/19/2007 06:01:00 PM
| Your Beauty Element is Earth |
 You are the epitome of a natural beauty. Your look is definitely effortless. And while you shy away from a lot of make-up and accessories, you're no granola girl either! |
haha
| You Will Be a Modern Bride! |
 While you aren't ready to throw away all wedding traditions, you want a wedding with a twist You're more inspired by celebrity weddings on E! than from bridal magazines Whether this means getting married on the beach barefoot or a mariachi band for the reception... Your wedding will be a blend of old and new - white dress cocktail, personalized vows, whatever suites you!!! |
| Your Ideal Pet is a Cat |
 You're both aloof, introverted, and moody. And your friends secretly wish that you were declawed! |
yay man!
-bored-
someone beside me
feeling nothing
me happy!
soon
:)
done.Y
7/19/2007 04:34:00 PM
-rebellious angel-
-pricing sucks-
-black whole-
-frown-
-i miss me-
done.Y
7/19/2007 02:54:00 PM
done.Y
7/19/2007 02:11:00 PM
-procrastination sucks-
-school, HERE I COME-
done.Y
7/19/2007 12:14:00 PM
-marketing is a killer-
-so hungry-
-temptation for teriyaki chicken sandwich-
-be surprised-
done.Y
7/19/2007 11:55:00 AM
-i feel so tired and depressed-
-more depressed-
-don't like reality-
-life is getting too deep-
-obsessing-
-i miss everything-
-m i attractive?-
-m i noticeable?-
-why m i so sad?-
-what's burdening me?-
-will i ever see someone?-
-something so heavy-
HELP?
done.Y
7/19/2007 08:38:00 AM
to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)
i went out with Nesha(my best bud), Jonathan and Barney .. after so long. we met up. we had like freaking loads of fun! after so long still. we went IMM at Jurong and we played catching and pepsi cola 123 ;)
was released from the thought of GRACOM grades - i rubbed off the grades and wrote my own comments!
finally .. i got to relieve some tension but right now my bod is like in agony ..
i'm an OLD LADY - my feet is seriously sore and i still feel like sleeping..
i have to study for marketing now
dunno how i am going to do that.
couldn't sleep till late because SOMEONE'S image kept popping into my head when i tried to sleep
i messaged Dawn. HELP?
i hate this
its like i even dream about this SOMEONE. i know i do
and its the funniest/weirdest dreams ever
i feel so depressed
like something is heavy on me
i want to float man.. up in the sky
how?
this is freaky
this SOMEONE was introduced to me
before that i was all fine!
now - its like i can't stop thinking about this SOMEONE!
Dawn said that i might probably like this SOMEONE or its because they keep teasing me with him
why should i make the first move?
where's the manners?
all crap filled up to the brim of my inner soul!
WHICH IS IT?
-confused and very so depressed-
maybe not the SOMEONE'S cup-of-tea
maybe its all wrong
maybe i'm just tired
life is so miserable
would be nice to have to lean on someone's shoulder sometime
company would be nice
i miss my friends
i miss nesha
i miss everything
i miss hugs
i never had this problem before
never
why didn't i feel like this with 'JURONG' ?
i thought about 'JURONG'
but not like this
do i like or not
-maybe not?-
-yes?-
so confused
help?
soon
:(
done.Y
7/19/2007 08:21:00 AM
i'm so very sad !!!
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad!!
so sad! very sad!!!
i got a D for my GRACOM project!
i'm so sad!
actually i'm kinda relieved but still very sad
what am i suppose to do .. hmmm
i did the work 4 days before the deadline!
so ya .. i guess .. i deserve it that much .
but still .. u know!
dawn did really well
she deserves it la
she did put her heart and soul into it..
-pout-
how??
i'm at the atrium .. pouring my heart out
drinking ice mocha and eating time-out
still need to study for marketing ..
macbook is like crap
dirty and black
sitting with ver and mitran
not in the mood to converse
how??
meeting nesha, barney and jonathan later ..
at plaza Singapura ..
so sad ..
no mood to eat
not going to take dinner
emo monster
why??
how??
awkwardness ..
no mood ..
how?
soon
:(
done.Y
7/18/2007 03:46:00 PM
big girls don't cry ------
velvet
voodoooooooo
get a move on with my life
Jimmy Choos
-syched-
best friend be mine
valentine
hold on with who
late and dark
myself finally
story of my life ---------------------
soon
:)
done.Y
7/18/2007 02:21:00 PM
stretch
library bore
to study - no mood
ver and dawn
fergie
-syched-
chocolate
soon
:)
done.Y
7/18/2007 02:15:00 PM
done.Y
7/18/2007 01:49:00 PM
-beautiful chocolate man-
penguin and monkey
wedding
WEIRD
dawn and darren
soon
:)
done.Y
7/18/2007 12:52:00 PM
to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)
CATS
up for presentation
wish i didn't come
got so much things to do
just gonna crap my way through
our presentation is going to be very very short
can't wait till everything is over man
craving for chocolate and espresso/mocha
energy energy!
i'm so very tired
drew the poster for my presentation
like the logo that we drew for our product
i feel sad..
don't look at the screen when talking
-bored-
conclusion is so required and role-playing seems to be missing
we ain't gonna do it
no preparation and i'm just gonna bullshit like hell
man ..
-bored-
blogging
meeting dawn .. at student plaza
probably meeting ver for ben n jerry's
collecting gracom logos and brochure
scared like hell
cindy can present
good vocal and people skills
time to bullshit..
soon
:)
done.Y
7/18/2007 10:43:00 AM
You're a Empathy!
The Emotional IQ Test Brought to you by
Ticklei took this emotional IQ test ..
i got a 127 ..
thinking?
hehe ..
apparently empathy is my strongest point
wonder??
i'm so free and sad and bored
it scares me
soon
:)
done.Y
7/17/2007 08:47:00 PM
to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)
peanuts aint good
never munch on them
crunchy but illegal!
crap and fart
me being random and bored
i think something's wrong
can't stop thinking about chocolate
so very wrong!
popped one
CATS killing me
sinfully lost touch with ART ..
A-grade student
dependence on my violent yet talented and disrupted sister
what's gone wrong
temptation should sooooo be sued!
random thoughts
am i meant to be the way i am
freakingly sad***
soon
:)
done.Y
7/17/2007 08:27:00 PM
i don't really have much to do .. except for cats .. so i just gonna dump stuff onto this post .. wish i had gone for the concert! in sch ..
| Your Toes Should Be White |
 A little funky and a little fresh, you're constantly evolving your flirting style.
Your ideal guy: A witty brainiac with hottie potential
Stay away from: Overly dorky guys who become obsessed with you |
| You Are a Chocolate Chip Cookie |
 Traditional and conservative, most people find you comforting. You're friendly and easy to get to know. This makes you very popular - without even trying! |
| You Are 92% Pure |
 You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human. Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while! |
| Your True Love Will Find You Eventually |
 You definitely put yourself out there a little - but you could be doing more. If you're truly looking for love, try doing more things and meeting more people. You don't have to actively look for love, you just need to stay active. Be out there a little more, and the right person will find you! |
| What Your Favorite Color Black Says About You: |
 Timeless --- Stylish --- Sophisticated Overpowering --- Intimidating --- Dominant Perfectionist --- Controlling --- Competent |
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as strong willed and stubborn.
Overall, your true self is moody and dynamic.
With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.
In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.
In stressful situations, you seem selfish and moody. |
this is something that i never thought i was! oh-me-god
| You Are a Natural Flirt |
 Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive! |
this is something which i would never ever believe!
i mean seriously!
come on .
me - natural flirt!
kidding
| You Are Basic Panties |
 You are a laid back chick with a real natural beauty. You can make unwashed hair and minimal make-up super sexy. Men tend to notice you show the "real you" - and they appreciate it. And while basic makes boring for some, it looks classic on you. |
this is another thing that makes it hard to believe
what is the world coming to!
| You are a Romantic Realist |
 Okay, so you fall in the middle. You know that love isn't like a greeting card... Yet you can always find a greeting card to describe your feelings.
You are the best of both worlds Girly yet independent, dreamy yet serious. Almost any guy can find balance with you. |
this is something i can laugh about
boredom makes u do stupid things sometimes
that makes u think instead
seriously
hehe
soon
:)
done.Y
7/17/2007 06:57:00 PM
to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)
at FMS block
level 8
with dawn, eunice, verena, cheryl, elke and hannah
no life!
i'm so bored and vaguely retarded
marketing seems to be a bother
need to study
exams this week
need to work-out sweat!
had a court assumed prosecution and defence DJ case
which i don't seem to be making any sense of
eunice is sleeping
my life's a tad bit miserable
something's missing
does it happen to everyone?
which i was sorta different
post pose
slap sleep
fun freak
random crap
delicious chocolate loveeeerrrr
ver=rev
bored
soon
:)
done.Y
7/17/2007 02:27:00 PM
i love that day .. sat . at pizza hut ..
i just couldn't help making the pics large
sandra and rachel were wonderful and looking extra pretty!
that's rachel .. the b'day gal ..

this is sandra! awwww .. she's graduating! hehe




haseena wasn't there
if not it would have been the royalties reunion
maybe another time
i miss all of the gals




the pizzas were freaking filling!
the mini cakes were even more filling but delicious
especially the choco fudge
just melted in my mouth!
i love it
thank u SANDRA




as much as i love my poly class
i love the ROYALTIES more
u kiddies made my life in sec sch!



had to pack back the extra pizza because
we couldn't finish it






sandra and rachel!
i love yall like hell
haseena .. if u read this ..
MEET US!!
we miss you like hell..
rachel ..
happy b'day ..
hehe ..
that day was freaking good
GOOD FOOD
GOOD COMPANY
me love the world!
soon
:)
done.Y
7/16/2007 10:32:00 PM
shoulders aching
ben n jerry's filling me up
treat from Elke
met mitran
goddamn shy!
done.Y
7/16/2007 06:01:00 PM
these are compiled pictures from different outings! GODDAMN !
i like dawn!
dawn's a good gal ..
hehe ..
-teasing-









i'm addicted to taking pictures with her!
she's so awesome ..
give that gal a camera and she does magic! SWEET ..






i ike going shopping with her and eunice, elke, NESHA .. sandra, rachel , haseena .. OMG! ver, amber !
so many people!
i love everyone ..
man am i blessed!
love roams around my world!













i liked that day at VIVO ..
in fact, VIVO is like the best place to go
i bet all the ladies in the shops woud know me by now..
-syched-
clothes and retardation and camwhoring to the extreme ..
imagine
major ecstasy!



PHOTOS AND PHOTOS!
i should be sued!
there's like still a ton more!
die tomato ! die!
retardation in me = DAWN
she's the catalyst man!
soon
:)
done.Y
7/15/2007 11:52:00 PM
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