partially liberated~~

bye biggies..

hello silence and cleanliness..


;(

i'm a big bummer

i think even my bum is getting bigger..

sitting around all day..

no physical activity

started working

got so much to update

yet bumming again!

to do(s):
1) go to school
2) bang my head against the wall
3) wash sports shoes
4) bang my head again
5) watch prisonbreak
6) bum again

more photos due..
bahhhhh

soon
(depressed, bumming, craving)

is the guy that u supposedly suppose to like

be able to piss u off in all kinds of possible way..

just get u damn freaking fucking angry?!

is it?

help

i'm officially 17 right now
right..
no biggie..
17
nothing much

a person might expect to get greetings
for a person who's birthday IS on that day
me..
my best friends
who i think apparently forgot my birthday
i got HI, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. from friends.. whole lot of them
who by the way i love and adore!
but..
NOT FROM MY BESTIE(s)!
wow..

I AM RIGHT NOW
WATCHING TEN PEOPLE TRY TO KILL EACH OTHER
IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY NECESSARY
IN ALL RIGHTEOUS MOVEMENTS
I AM WATCHING PEOPLE KILL THEMSELVES ON MY BIRTHDAY
U WANT TO WATCH TEN PEOPLE TRY TO KILL THEMSELVES..
WATCH 'THE CONDEMNED'
APPARENTLY..
IT HEALS A PISSED OFF SOUL!

I LITERALLY LIVE IN A WONDERFUL WORLD

gore, misery

really perspective
really awesome

happy birthday to me
have a wonderful 17!

HOW AM I GOING TO SURVIVE STAYING AT HOME FOR 2 MONTHS
WITHOUT GOING TO SCHOOL

i'm dead man
DEAD
koop

bahhhhh

i'm whining on my birthday

i hate growing older

perception of going older seemed alot better back in primary school

BUT NOT NOW MAN

i hated birthdays since i was in sec 1
when my perception of life changed a heck lot then in primary school
but..
i got to admit.
that the birthday parties/bashes my friends threw for me back in my sec sch
ROCKS
no offence though yea..

bahhhhhh

plans for today:
wake up at 9am
go to tekka and go for eyebrow threading(with mum)
go eat at komalas(with mum)
go to vivo(with mum, sis, dad)
window shop and probably buy something(with mum, sis, dad)
go ben n jerry's - treat from dad
go home

there.. my plans on my birthday
i don't hate my family
just feel abit off
tension man!



soon
(i hate this)

haha

fucktard sounds funny!

-i'm losing it!-

wanna see perfect stranger!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fugger!

i'm getting old
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i hate MEDSOC
get into my head will u!

death and dreams...

-i'm yawning-
(or just trying to find a reason to do something else)

managed to get some stuff into my head!
gotta cram more stuff tmr!
yea..
i have to
don't really have a choice considering that my test is on thurs!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
meaningless man!!

i miss my cuzzies!
booooooooooooooooooo

OMG
elke and me got like 11/20 for the freaking interview!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
gotta do well for MEDSOC!!



PLEA TO GOD:

-please GOD!-
-help me! for medsoc! i have to do well!-
-i'll be a good gal-
-i promise to go to...ummm-
-promise to clean my house and keep it clean everyday!-
-will TRY not to disobey my parents and TRY to listen to them-

-i'm really desperate!-
-SERIOUSLY DESPERATE-



bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

WHY AM I SUCH A LAZY ARSE??


WAKE UP MAN!
WAKE UP


gonna have to wake up early to register everything again into my freak-of-a-little-so-called-brain
-which i actually think IS shrinking and getting worse bit by bit-
whatever i went through today and remembering it over and over again
TILL I GET IT
including the new stuff that i have to cover
practice the FREAKING test papers!
TILL I'M SATISFIED!


MY DAMN FREAKING LAZY ARSE SOUL RESTS ON THIS! PAPER ALONE..
FAIL THIS
I CAN KISS MY NEXT SEM GOODBYE..
OR MAYBE EVEN MY WHOLE COURSE GOODBYE..


MEDSOC..
spare me..



sleep time
wake up at 5am!
have to
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


WHY ??!!!




soon
;(
(driven to desperation!)

these pictures are awesome
taking a break from studying medsoc
bahhhhhhh!!!
wish i could photograph like this also
INSPIRATION MAN! INSPIRATION!!
but photography aint really in my interest though!
WRITING!!!
i wanna write
but how?
what?




-the pictures are so GODDAMN freaking AWESOME!!-






Since i can't take this kind of photographs
i shall indulge and admire them instead!
yea...
no harm done..
OMG
the pictures are really really good!
some from deviant art
most from pop experiment
i shall try to take some photographs over the hols
but probably try to write more instead
yea..
-syched-
bahhhhhhhhhhh
need caffeine
back to studying in half an hour'''''
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
-wanna be a sheep!-



soon
;)

EAT ME!

JUST EAT ME
SWALLOW ME WHOLE!!

i haven't studied at all for the whole day!

watchin CSI..

i'm going to sleep
wake up early
then study and study

I GOT TO!!
OMG!!

bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

JUST SWALLOW ME WHOLE!

BITE ME!!!!!



soon
;(
(anger and desperation man!)

OMG!

i cant get enough of 'MY BIG FAT GREEK WEDDING!'

i keep seeing the freaking movie over and over again!!

its so ...

ummm..

amusing and yet interesting!!!

I LIKE IT MAN!!!

if i ever have a wedding!
would totally want it to be like that
extreme loud and big or ultimately soft and small

i've been like ADDICTED to movies

ADDICTED!

saw 'THE 40 YEAR OLD VIRGIN' yesterday!

see.. movies over movies!!

i've been procrastinating over and over and over again!

my room's in a mess!
i havent actually truly started studying for MEDSOC!
just been reading it through over and over again!!
but nothing's getting through my head!
plus my room's and my studytable's freaking GODDAMN messy!

okay..
i shall vow to study and clean up my mess today!

bought sugar, to make coffee to keep myself awake!
coz my house is a sugar-free home
which i find it hard to live in
i need coffee man
have been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 11am
havent been exercising!
touch rugby starts on the 28th aug at 7.30pm
still want to play squash though
but i suck at both big time
man
i'm scared to go back to training
i practically forgot everything!
plus i suck at it
and
i'm gonna suck at it even more now!


-have been thinking about getting a different handphone-
-probably a N series-
-but i like sony ericsson-
-confused-


being a freaking FRUMP!!


first cleaning my room and table
then study and study and study..


-my mum thinks that i'm drifting away from the family-
-due to that, she only allowed me to go out like 5 times in a mth-
-i've gotta get a job- thinking maybe at ANIMAL(retail asst) harbourfront
-though, i think i might be moving away from my family-
-true enough-
-wouldn't even mind moving out from the house-
-just want to be on my own-
-i like being on my own-
-just me alone-
-figure as much that i'm a loner-

-very sophisticated-
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!



soon
;)
(happy yet procrastinating)

'DEVIL WEARS PRADA'
is a good piece of inspiration

truly..

i feel really enlightened in the truest sense..
in real and utter fact
i truly am!

the difference in life that you either desire for or want
is clearly and evidently shown in this beautiful depiction
its set precariously but yet independent enough to just let you in to know that much..
ITS A WONDER!
-praise-

OMG
i feel like an angel that has just been pierced with its own arrow of enlightenment
OMG!


THIS IS ONE FREAKING AWESOME MOVIE!




soon
;)

i like these pictures that i took..
pretty much most of the pictures were taken by DAWN!
i like the day we spent at the sentosa
dawn and me
its been like pretty much a long time since i enjoyed myself!!
dawn was pretty awesome!
we got wet so badly..
like when we first got into sentosa
not even within half an hour
we got wet
it was my fault though
i started it first ;)
but seriously..
I SHOULD HAVE BROUGHT EXTRA CLOTHES
-goddamn!-
then after we walked around
it pretty much started raining
got heavier soon...
had to leave sentosa pretty early!
only thing was that i kinda hoped that we could spent our time there longer!









I LIKE THE DAY WE SPENT AT SENTOSA!
IT WAS THE BEST TIME EVER!


DAWN!

Create myspace graphic with Gickr

MORE DAWN!

pimp myspace

even more DAWN!!!

myspace graphic at Gickr

me trying to jump.. atleast!

pimp myspace with Gickr

BEACH SCENES!


there's like so much more pics
figured that if i put it in gickr or photobucket
but it took me like half a day
WHAT-THE-HELL!!
but what the heck
its worth it
yall are gonna have trouble though!
must scroll all the way down, down, down!
just imagine if i put the pics alone in!

BUS RIDES!!


ON THE WAY!!! around..


US!!!!! random pictures...


Pastamania!!!

myspace image at Gickr

pastamania was awesome too!
dawn was really nice
she offered to pay me because i had to buy stuff for my mum
and i was low on cash
she offered to pay
that's why she paid for me!
she's too good to be true some times!

then we went to face shop
the malay assistant lady there was pretty awesome!
she painted all my nails
with different colors
one hand for light colours=the other hand for dark colours
who does that nowadays?
i mean seriously
she was really pretty awesome
i felt so colourful!!

out-of-control

then we went to FOREVER 21
we tried on some clothes
update ltr on that
like dawn's taste
mine is so dull
t-shirts and jeans
then we met joycelyn and the rest from her class
ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!


it took me like FOREVER to put in some pics
trust me not to bring extra memory cards
updating all these pics took forever!


son-of-a-devil!
little nicky is so cute..muahahaha!
release the evil in u...

the song from ghost whisperer
the last part
it was beautiful..
literally
maybe it was from 3 days grace!
it was really beautiful
so beautiful!
m like trying to find the song!


damn
my family does make me feel tired
very tired
spoiled the whole freaking day!!


woke up today goddamn late
so tired!
still tired!!
kept to myself pretty much the whole day!
freak everything
i think i am emo
maybe for certain periods though

BUT
I STILL LOVE THE DAY I SPENT AT SENTOSA WITH DAWN!!!

dawn
U ARE AWESOME!
I LOVE YA SO MUCH.. ;)


soon
;)

i hope everything dis-integrates and dies

trust me not to talk to anyone!

too depressed to update nor talk

my life is tad bit too miserable

my family just tires me terribly..

screw everything

me update sentosa tomorrow..

just too many things..



soon
;(
(depressed like hell)

feel so OVER-DRESSED!

fugger off..

finally done with web D..

waiting to present and get the damn done and over with

m i really that over-dressed...

f**k


soon
;(
(overly depressed)

[FLASH] :
i hate it
i hate hate hate it
it sucks big time
screw the damn thing
freak it
fuck it

its such a disastrous/atrocious program to work with
screw it!

dishwalla and death cab for cutie
very interesting

you know what's AIR?
its feeling my stomach up with it
just want to use a pin and poke at it non-stop
till all the air comes out
so irritating and feeling so bloated

OH!! PLEASE DON'T TELL ME ITS HERE!
SO SOOOOOOONNNNN..
fugger..

skin 'irruptions' coming out again
time for a doc's visit

VER : u have a companion! ME..

can't wait till thurs!!
a day of pure enjoyment/relaxation
then back to the books
MEDSOC
so dreading it..

DOODIE DAWN : I WANT TO GO NOW!! SENTSOSA..

wants right now:
STARBUCKS ICED CAFFE' MOCHA
A WHITE TOP
TO NOT SEE MY MAC FOR ANOTHER 2 DAYS
FLATTER STOMACH WITH [NO AIR]
TO SLEEP!!

hates right now:
FLASH
ANYTHING TO DO WITH FLASH
EVERYTHING TO DO WITH FLASH
WEB D!!

presentation tomorrow
going to go in all black
plain black tee.. plain black pants.. black palms
EMO BLACK GALORE

have to be in sch by 9am..
time to get cracking on ppt and storyboard
damn illustrator



define the meaning of:
RETARDATION
LAZINESS
SPACING-OUT

and most importantly,

WONDERMENT?!


soon
;(
(emo and anxious)
neck's cramming ever so slightly
crammed....
like being alone

arse seems to be a better word than ass!

web d is still killing me
once i think i get it
everything else fails!

cursed it seems

Pocky and Yakult is the best companion

web d is due tomorrow..

ROCK TILL U FALL ASLEEP..
CRASH SOFA..
LITTLE CLOSER..


like my type..
soon
;)

there's only this much a person can do!

things i did today:
-went to school at 10am
-did LOCVID editing and filled out the forms till 3.15pm(included gossiping, eating, slacking..)
-finished everything that has to do with LOCVID by 3.45pm
-tried to stuff the envelopes in heng han's slot till 4pm and gave up
-found out that no one was in the office and will only return at 4.30pm(stupidity)
-went to 3rd floor with Dawn, bought drink, helped mitran with blog crap stuff(DONE=he owes me man!) till 4.30pm
-reached 7th floor, passed our work to suja thomas to pass to heng han(damn) by 4.40pm
-went to toilet, found that i have skin 'irruptions' and nearly choked! left school at 4.50pm
-waited for 61(too lazy to cross over) and went to Bukit Batok by 5.05pm
-waited for 106 to go to Cityhall(BIG MISTAKE!), took bus at 5.20pm
-Dawn and i chatted the whole way through.. TALK TALK TALK!! no sleep =0
-reached Cityhall at 6pm(after going around and around and around)
-walked abit, went to the loo again
-went to this British thingy food shop: tried FRIED MARS BARS(dawn's treat) with choco ice cream(tasted pretty good!)=highly recommanded
-went to meet someone that Dawn had to pass some stuff to
-went to Starbucks: got Iced Caffe' Mocha(SO WONDEROUS!!)=$6.20(SO WORTH IT!!)=way better than what i drink in school!
-went down to this paper book store thing(ATROCIOUSLY EXPENSIVE!!)
-left Cityhall at 7pm(wondered why my mum never call?!)
-reached home by 8.10pm

never take the MRT.. its .. like.. the worst thing ever
getting squeezed like u're some kind of a sandwich
couldn't take it and got off one stop before!
started feeling quesy on my way back home
Iced Caffe' Mocha started kicking in!
NOT GOOD TO DRINK ON AN EMPTY STOMACH
(NO MORE SUGAR FOR ME!!)
love DOODIE DAWN to bits!
its really nice to go out with her..
=) love ya..

web d is still a killer
trying to do the homework
but getting carried away
have to look through all the videos
NEED HELP ASAP!
HELP..

changed my blogskin again
nothing better to do
didn't like the pervious one
like this a whole lot better!

DOODIE DOODIE DAWN DAWN
BABY BABY DAWN
(learn and tease people!)

soon
me need beer
substance people!
need concentration more
no more sweets!
so broke
life's empty..
;(

-me smell nice-
-me hate LOCVID-
-me hate doing loggings and worksheets-
-me hate my sis shouting at me right now-

-how am i suppose to work?-
-i wanna work out badly!-

-but getting lazy day by day-
-my sis doesn't trust me-
-her lost..-

-love her to bits-
-but-
-there's only so much a person can take!-

-LIMITATIONS-
-keeps getting crossed every day!-
-hate u-
-hate evrything-

-FEELING EMO DEVILISH!-


soon
more updates
too many things to do!
up to me head!

dinesh is a -crappy ass LOSER-

dinesh is an in-effective IDIOTA!!!!!

-dawn's sleeping!-

-brad pitt's hot.. ARCHILLES is like the best man ever!-

-my fat greek wedding is gonna be angelic!-

-tyra's hotter then ever!-

-dawn's a sweetie-

-dinesh has no life and is obsessed with DAWN!-

weeeeeeee

-people are self-onset-barbaric-

-drew barrymore is AWESOME!-

weeeeeee

-inspiration is lacking in this very environment where many things should be accomplished-

-definition of the world is whole lot more complicated then what anybody can expect-

-expectation is something more that you make out to be.. to exist.. then to create!-

-imagination has a whole lot more empowerment when you yourself believe that it can be achieved-

-so many things can go wrong but IT IS how you intend it to be or choose to be!-

-incubus=nightmare-


soon
;(

i'm like sitting in the digitising room
waiting for NESHA to call me
listening to the theme song from:
-music and lyrics!-

haha!!

-winks-

eating : wholemeal bread with chicken ham, cheese, mustard and butter

weeeeeee!!!!

i'm so bored
i hate waiting for people
but
what can i say
i'm a good person!
patient..
serious
aint lying!
i like finished digitising a hell long time back..
its like 5.15pm now

WHAT DO I DO?

wait?
haven't seen my bestie in like forever
and
i can't see her for the whole of this week!
i have VOWED to do LOCVID AND WEB D

except

for the movie that i was supposedly suppose to go tomorrow!
RUSH HOUR 3
seems like its been pushed to friday

i want to wait till i went back home to do the WEB D work
-find movie posters and trailers-
hopefully shouldn't be a biggie..
don't feel like communicating with my family anymore!
lost the connection like a hell long time back too.
so sad..
just gone..
poooofffff!!

pondering about my life right now
while my butt is cringing and wrinkling
i can never sit in one place for very long!
and
i've been sitting in this chair; in the digitising room
FOR ONE HOUR.. maybe more

how affected can a gal feel?

one thing i realised about NESHA
-SHE MAKES PEOPLE WAIT FOR HER-

IF SHE DOSEN'T CALL BY 5.40PM-I WILL GO HOME!

come on..
how long can a person wait?!

plus i don't want to wait in school for so long
its like i have no life!

i mean seriuosly
NO LIFE..

just read through my first few blogs
SOOOOOOO realised that:
I LEAD A SAD SAD LIFE..

really sad
no life
and
the posts are like filled with saddness and empathy for myself
who does that?!

who feels that = most importantly

when u really got nothing to do..
u reflect on the slightest bit of things that u never expected to exist previously
unknowingly

everybody has a different way that they view the world!

need to do something productive in my life

something IS really missing
M.I.A


connection??!!


changing the song in my blog..
need to save myself instead..


i'm a SAD LITTLE PERSON..




[HAPPY B'DAY MARVIN & HANNAH]

SINGFEST! OMG..


sorry..



soon
;(

What Your Black Outfit Means

You're a sophisticated woman with big city taste. You have a strong creative force - even if you don't wear the boldest clothes. You tend to intimidate people. But the right guy won't be intimidated by you! Designer match: Dolce & Gabbana Signature accessory: Gold framed sunglasses

You Are a Red Wine Woman

You're not a big drinker, and when you do drink, you go for the best. You probably know a good deal about wines, and you know how to order a great bottle. When you drink too much, you tend to flirt - but only in a subtle, understated way. You prefer to date a man who's worldly and wise. He's got to be as sophisticated as you are.

What Your Underwear Says About You

When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're sexy, in that pinup girl, tease sort of way.

The PJ's You Are Most Like: Comfortable PJ's

You're a bit conservative, traditional, and tend to follow conventions You have an understated, easy sexiness that men love People instantly find comfort in you, and you're a "best friend" to many.

You Are 65% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

Your Makeup Look Is

Dramatic Eyes with Naked Lips You rock an edgy, modern look with feminine grace

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

You are Milk Chocolate

A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostalgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.

You Are Duck

Exotic and unusual, you are a bit of a rare bird - literally. You're known for being soft and succulent, though at times you can be a bit greasy.

Your Lucky Underwear is Blue

You are caring and extroverted. You've made relationships your number one focus, and your lucky blue underwear can bring some balance to them. You thrive in one-on-one situations. You are a good listener and a natural born therapist. Sometimes you let the concerns of others become too important in your life, leading to stress and worry. If you want more balance, put on your blue underpants. They'll help you take care of yourself first.

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

Your Birth Month is August

Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful. You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits! Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion Your gemstone: Peridot Your flower: Poppy Your colors: Orange, red, and light green

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

comfort
some of them did comfort me..
yayayaya
some were abit confusing
some wishd were true..
yayayaya

so tired!
freak everything
digitising time!!


die man
die!

chocolate!!
me want!!

boo...


soon
;(

u can only do that much
to
achieve this much

WEB D IS A KILLER!

spam everything..
love everything..

freaking changed my blog layout AGAIN
simple and its cute!
not emo..
at all
R.E.S.P.E.C.T
can read...
;)

retardation is SOOOOO complicating my life right now

freak everything

nathaniel phua is too philosophical!!

STREAK....

NATIONAL DAY
time to retard and watch RUSH HOUR
freak!
pushed to fri
CHILL!!!

I WANT CAFFEINE!!
I WANT CHOCOLATE!!

soon
:)
(improvement in one's mood!)

just like freaking did my filming
got home like at 10.30pm
so goddamn tired

i still have to be in sch at 11am tomorrow!
for web d
then meeting my bestie for FOOD!

just ate potong
red bean

i just thought that..
a women with a bad pair of boots
and
a man with a bad hair color day
IS A BAD COMBO!

grey's anatomy is back..
OMG! OMG!
heartbreak..

mass comm is SO much more then i thought
and
people do show their real colors when in times of dire stress and trouble..

not really looking forward to national day
but i am looking forward to RUSH HOUR 3!
with vicnesh, kataf and hopefully NESHA!!

omg
i just feel so tired
didn't figure that jogging in the morn might just tire me that much

had to lug the freaking tripod,fishpole and slate,reflector back home

wanted to go to OUTRAM tomorrow for national day celebration
boo hoo!
can't go

omg

I'VE GOT TO GET MY FREAKING MIND INTO THE RIGHT PLACE..

not running tomorrow!
boo hoo again

i'm becoming a sad person


EMPTINESS IS A FANTASY!

BOMB..
boo


soon
:(


[can't wait for SUNDAY dawn.. sentosa and bj's]
yayayayaya!

eternally screwed!

LOCVID sucks..

our group is eternally and forever screwed..

SO SCREWED!

i finally finished marketing test today
i studied and did notes like HELL yesterday and the day before!
i felt so tired..
so bumped out!
so goddamn tired..

still have medsoc test on 23rd aug
web D presentation on 15th aug
locvid due by 13th aug

changed my blog layout
haha
i think i finally got the hang off it!
but ya..

kinda told the truth today..
but was so tiny-bit-out-of-proposition!
maybe a lot more than expected..
guess everyone should forget it
everything
was so very wrong

feeling so very tired..
when threatened..
everything goes goddamn wrong!
never under-estimate everything else that's around u..

maybe i'm just doomed to something
as always
so what
i'm happy in many other ways

FREAK EVERYTHING!
'FISH!'..

i wanna play squash and touch rugby..RUN.. work out!!!
OMG!!
need to focus my attention somewhere else

GET URSELF TOGETHER FOR GOD'S SAKE!

i like u
but u don't have to
hurt u too many times
worse of me to expect more from u
like the way i am..
lost it..
once more again
thanks though!
for being there when i needed u
helping me in ways that u never knew existed
u're a good person
n i like u for that
BE GOOD!


BE WONDERFUL!

streak..


soon
;(
(sad as ever)

i miss you
but i guess you would never figure that out
been thinking about you for the past few days
i tried to get you out
but it sucks big time

thought about that time when i lay there on your shoulder
pretending to be asleep or not

liked the feeling

liked it when you look at me
liked it when you held me
liked it when you gave me a smile
liked it when you helped me
liked it when you saw me for who i am

i miss that
i miss u

guess you would never figure it
better to be left alone
then to be unknown

you would never know why i told u no
but you would never know if i liked you or not
i would never know

every time i'm with someone i think about you
everytime i'm in the same bus
i still think about u!

i like it
i still like it


soon
:(

i'm so screwed
BIG TIME!

i haven't even started on marketing!
screwed again
watching tamil show
haven't watched tamil shows in such a long time..

a egg cracked today
i was looking after it for quite a while man!
its so red and small!

sighzzz...

no sleep tonight
marathon!
marketing
cracking my head already

NO SLEEP!
must work my head!
writing/remembering!!!

i die!!!!!!!


fuck man!
freak u!
die..

y do i procrastinate??!!


WHY??!!



soon
:(
(anger/desperation/pissed off/sad/procrastination at a high point)

Phone Description

Phone: Sony Ericsson K800i (3G) Tri-band (Singtelshop)
Retail: S$268.00(2 year)
All prices are incl. of GST


Free Bluetooth Badge with bluetooth enabled handset purchase- While Stocks Last! (Exclusive to singtelshop.com)

What's in the Box?
1 x Mobile Phone K800i
1 x Standard Battery BST-33
1 x Standard charger CST-75
1 x Stereo Portable Earpiece HPM-61
1 x 64MB M2 card
1 x Hand strap (Black)
1 x PC Suite CD-ROM
1 x USB Sync Cable DCU-60
1 x User’s Guide
1 x Promotion leaflet
1 x SAR leaflet


Key Features of Sony Ericsson K800i (3G) Tri-band (Singtelshop)

* 3.2 Megapixels Camera with AutoFocus and 16 x Digital Zoom
* Built-in Xenon Camera Flash
* Image & Video Stabilizer Function
* BestPic™ Function
* Red-Eye Reduction Feature
* Secondary in-built VGA front camera for video calls
* Supported Video formats: MP4, H.263, 3GPP and RealVideo8
* Video Recording, Playback & Streaming
* Supported Messaging: SMS, MMS, EMS, Video MMS, IM and E-Mail (POP3 & IMAP4)
* Supported Audio:
a) MP3, M4A, MP4 (AAC, AAC+, eAAC+), XMF, WMA, RHZ, AMR-NB/WB
b) 3GPP, G-MIDI, SP-MIDI, eMelody, iMelody, Mobile XMF
* 72-Chord Polyphonic Ringtones
* Video Ringtone (up to 10 seconds)
* Supported Connectivity: Infra-Red, Bluetooth (A2DP supported incl.) and USB 2.0
* 64MB Internal Memory
* Memory Stick Micro™ M2™ support (up to 2GB)
* Music Player
* Voice Recorder
* FM Radio
* Picture Blogging
* Video DJ
* PC Synchronization
* Java MIDP 2.0
* GPRS
* WAP 2.0
* xHTML
* Supports Chinese
* Flight Mode


damn man!
i wanna to get this phone
the same model that i lost
tell me!!??
who can beat this model??
i can't find anything else better!!

plus within my price range!
and with my contract that is officially going to be over on 31 aug
OMG

ITS MEANT TO BE!!!!

can't wait
its going to be my b'day present!
to myself
by myself!!


ya man


can't wait
soon
:)

this is our freaking good product!
haha
its an organic vanilla flavored toothpaste
haha
we like it man
apparently kok kee liked our designs
EUNICE and VER!
they are like the best group mates ever!
if it wasn't for them!
ya man!!

elke elke!
she's a calm white chick man!
haha
she's a clever ass!!!

eunice deserves most of the credit actually
she's so freaking good man..
she did like alot of things!
if it wasn't for her!
we would die man!!
ya eunice!

CINDY.. she left us like in the beginning of the project!
but who cares
we still did it!







i spent like hours on this freaking product
covering and printing it
not to mention the cash that i spent on the freaking stickers!
OMG..
we had to like spend so much on the freaking product
even printing!
but it was fun
because we almost always managed to get the right things done
everytime jenny low checks our work
haha
we got it man

the 'WOW' factor!
haha

yayayayaya!
its over
no more marketing
final test on mon!!


yay!


soon
:)

this is me man!
i liked what i wore..
haha
i like freaking bought the blouse on that day itself
i went to harbourfront to get it
i like freaking spent 47 bucks on the freaking blouse from RED!
got the pants from my mum
palm shoes that i bought previously!
i like it!
the pants were abit skater-like!
me=like!!!!
haha
screw it man
but still
i liked it
damn dinesh!
kept on teasing..
my butt!!!!
was it really that big?!
ARGHHHHH .. who cares?!!!
haha
we rocked
my class rocks!!



everyone looked very nice!
haha..
but really ..
the guys really looked nice man!
the gals looked damn sweet and kick-ass like! ya man!
cheryl filled out the advertiser/business woman part really nicely..
haha!
seriously..
i liked eunice's pants ..
ver's heels were like freaking nice and cute!
elke's blouse was freaking what i wanted to get!
damn!!!
it was so nice!!
haha
;)






we finally did marketing presentation that day..
we were the last group to present

the lecturers liked our group's work
the only problem is that our ppt was abit un-organised!
but who can we blame..
i did bit of it
elke also did bit of it
eunice finalised and edited everything
we did follow the template
hmmm??!!
who cares!
we rocked man..

marvin was bloody freaking tall!!
i took pictures with him
ass wipe!!!!
man..
i'm like a midget!
screw man!!







i liked that day man!
haha
was so fun


then we ended up going out for dinner
we wanted to go to tiong bharu to eat chee kueh!
all the way there man!
but who cares right??>>

but we first ended up arguing where to head to
like for 45 mins!
then we left
dinesh opened up man!

confession = "PEOPLE! WE DON'T LIKE EACH OTHER MAN!"

when we finally got to redhill after like freaking waiting for 33!
eunice was getting all "DRUNK" because she was like freaking sleepy!
like hell man!
she was so funny!!
so freaking hilarious to watch her!
hahaahhahahahahaha!!

then we went to darren's house..
stayed there for abit
saw some gore flicks..
finished "queen of the damned"! rocks man..
i hate darren! i love his room
OMG .. wished i had my own room!
boo hoo hoo..!!

then we got stuck in the freaking lift!
because of nat!, darren!, dinesh! and probably me!
haha
we jumped in the lift
i did that so many times
but nothing happened man!
first time!!

ver was so scared!!
eunice was calm as ever
darren was hungry
nat and dinesh were freaking freaked happy !!
i was happy, excited then freaking pissed and scared man!
i was so screwed=upside down man..

once the lift got stuck between the 13th and 14th floor!
ver stopped shouting and sat in a corner
nat and ver were taking video/pics
i started screaming ..
like a mad cow on the loose!!!
OMG!
i was like freaking out badly enough!
haha

we finally got out on the 13th floor
we thought we had go through the floors=that bit of small area
they were like contemplating that we would like get cut into half!
the people that called for help for us!!
thought that we got stuck because we over-loaded!
haha
it was so freaking hilarious
but still scary
haha!

yet again man!
yet again!!

yayayayaya!

soon
:)