to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)

OMG .. OMG .. i have no idea what is wrong with me at all .. am i like cursed or something ? i lost my darlink sony ericsson K800i phone today .. HOW CLUMSY CAN I GET ?? i just want to kill myself .. OH LORD .. i don't know what to do . Furthermore, i pestered my mum for that phone .. i love that phone so much .. HOW CAN PEOPLE DO THIS .. at this very moment .. i'm like cussing at the person who took my phone .. wait .. the best part is = my mum is giving me a cameraless, and one of the most pathetic phones ever .. she and my dad are like so freaking pissed with me .. i just want to hit myself against the wall or throw myself down a tall building .. this is like the 4TH TIME I LOST MY HANDPHONES !!!! how pathetic can a person get .. everything single thing that i lose, i get it back .. but when it comes to losing a handphone, furthermore, an expensive phone .. i can never get myself to think rite .. i'm such an ass ..
no wonder my mum is like totally pissed off with me ... she like totally cut off all means of cashflow she ever gives me ..
I'm like a .. how would u say it .. 'baby adult'?? haven't even turn 17 yet and i just entered polytechnic and being in Mass Comunication is no cheap course or even easy at that .. i really don't know what i'm going to do with my life right now ..
OH LORD .. i just don't know what to do .. i've become too relient on my handphone .. my whole life is in that bloody goddamn handphone .. DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN !!
I WANT TO CRY !!

soon :(