to love you = is to be part of u !! procrastination and caffeine do not go along = kids be aware :) psyched and loving it ! calamity and serenity is never seen in my life = KNOW ME ;)

i went out with Nesha(my best bud), Jonathan and Barney .. after so long. we met up. we had like freaking loads of fun! after so long still. we went IMM at Jurong and we played catching and pepsi cola 123 ;)
was released from the thought of GRACOM grades - i rubbed off the grades and wrote my own comments!
finally .. i got to relieve some tension but right now my bod is like in agony ..
i'm an OLD LADY - my feet is seriously sore and i still feel like sleeping..
i have to study for marketing now
dunno how i am going to do that.

couldn't sleep till late because SOMEONE'S image kept popping into my head when i tried to sleep
i messaged Dawn. HELP?
i hate this
its like i even dream about this SOMEONE. i know i do
and its the funniest/weirdest dreams ever
i feel so depressed
like something is heavy on me
i want to float man.. up in the sky
how?
this is freaky
this SOMEONE was introduced to me
before that i was all fine!
now - its like i can't stop thinking about this SOMEONE!
Dawn said that i might probably like this SOMEONE or its because they keep teasing me with him
why should i make the first move?
where's the manners?
all crap filled up to the brim of my inner soul!

WHICH IS IT?

-confused and very so depressed-

maybe not the SOMEONE'S cup-of-tea
maybe its all wrong
maybe i'm just tired
life is so miserable

would be nice to have to lean on someone's shoulder sometime
company would be nice

i miss my friends
i miss nesha
i miss everything
i miss hugs

i never had this problem before
never
why didn't i feel like this with 'JURONG' ?
i thought about 'JURONG'
but not like this
do i like or not

-maybe not?-
-yes?-


so confused
help?


soon
:(