-i'm yawning-
(or just trying to find a reason to do something else)

managed to get some stuff into my head!
gotta cram more stuff tmr!
yea..
i have to
don't really have a choice considering that my test is on thurs!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
meaningless man!!

i miss my cuzzies!
booooooooooooooooooo

OMG
elke and me got like 11/20 for the freaking interview!
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
gotta do well for MEDSOC!!



PLEA TO GOD:

-please GOD!-
-help me! for medsoc! i have to do well!-
-i'll be a good gal-
-i promise to go to...ummm-
-promise to clean my house and keep it clean everyday!-
-will TRY not to disobey my parents and TRY to listen to them-

-i'm really desperate!-
-SERIOUSLY DESPERATE-



bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

WHY AM I SUCH A LAZY ARSE??


WAKE UP MAN!
WAKE UP


gonna have to wake up early to register everything again into my freak-of-a-little-so-called-brain
-which i actually think IS shrinking and getting worse bit by bit-
whatever i went through today and remembering it over and over again
TILL I GET IT
including the new stuff that i have to cover
practice the FREAKING test papers!
TILL I'M SATISFIED!


MY DAMN FREAKING LAZY ARSE SOUL RESTS ON THIS! PAPER ALONE..
FAIL THIS
I CAN KISS MY NEXT SEM GOODBYE..
OR MAYBE EVEN MY WHOLE COURSE GOODBYE..


MEDSOC..
spare me..



sleep time
wake up at 5am!
have to
bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


WHY ??!!!




soon
;(
(driven to desperation!)