tuesday.
school finished early.
went for radio in the morning-felix tan
radio was kinda awesome.
wore that damn denim skirt that i havent worn in ages!
its a wonder that i can still fit into it.
i love my bag! yes! dorothy perkins.
though i spent a little too much then needed!
but who cares! awwww makes me tingle on the inside
went to RP later
with dawn eunice and cheryl



we took an mrt all the way there
but didnt know how to walk there
then we took a cab-3 bucks
hehe
lazy. everyone looked so nice today.



everyone expected RP students to be.. different
i guess we made an early assumption. wrong one
RP is damn huge


the whole place smelled like a cross between a hospital and something
i cant seem to put my finger on it
but the place is like damn clean and huge. then we ate the A/C(ed) canteen
also damn huge
plus RP has to be one of the quietest poly ever.
within me i thank god that i'm in NP! yay.



then came the emo bitch part
fought with my bestie
had to support my sister
and the whole boyfriend and relationship thing is just bull man!
being single is a hell lot more easier i swear!
but the whole being alone part sucks for a hell lot more reason.
fighting and being in-between and trying to do what's right seems wrong at all the right times!



emo bitch depression mode started kicking in
and doing its dirty job


fuck. forgetting it. i'm weird
brothers on a hotel bed!
then we went to causeway point
first time there
we went to gelare'


i have never been there before
gotta bring nesha there soon
i miss that bitch so much
sometimes i feel like i'm betraying her
why? am i really? i'm changing.



i'm going back to the whole emo dark side again
death cab for cutie.

i binged on food like hell today!
ate gelare's sundae which was really filling.
then came back home and ate instant pizza
my family really does survive on instant food.
bad family. bad.

i wanna go out again so badly.

feel like my life really has no meaning to it.
besides the regular schedule and school.
how does one make life interesting?
my bod aches
getting my new bike tomorrow.
taking it for a spin

emo-bitch taking off.