you think u might actually know the person
but all everyone does is go back to biting you in damn fucking ass.

i am not worried that i won't see you again.
even the slightest doubts are beginning to disappear.

even if the whole world is going to drop
i am not going to be bothered.

if i don't trust myself
i might just lose out on one of the best things that can ever happen to me.

going back to emo mode seems like one of common things i've been doing
this sem and last sem

i just hate it.
hate everything.

i like u but i hate u
wad kind of bull is that.

even then
and even now.

being played once is more then enough.
i'll just up detesting the whole gender.
my mum has already drilled enough into my head to make me decide.
him or her?

there's just this whole bunch of crap running through my very puny head.
i'm learning to ignore them
and just go with my gut instinct.

they told that it would all be so wrong.
even then

you know
i aint all that
but i am something

should i just fall once?
but falling once hurts real bad
that one prank was enough for me.
mentally and physically.
being alone seems more logical.

why does everything seem so wrong right now?
m i in the right place at all?
i'm hating this.

you correct it for me.