i'm sitting in school right now.
just met my social psychology teacher, Tess
she's wonderful. and tutorials isnt as bad as lectures.
i got a D for social psychology and had to go down for consultation.
my journal pulled me down real bad. i must start following instructions.

now i'm stuck in school all the way till 3pm.
i was thinking of revising for my writcomm test-APA and citation test.
though it is open book.
i didn't come for the previous lesson for writcomm and now i'm like blur.
had to do citation and referencing for comm issues yesterday.
it was like a freaking blur.
i just did what i thought was okay.
now must do out the outline.
for that also, i didnt come for class.
damn ear infection. must keep going for check-up.
irritating. no more piercing atleast for now.

played squash yesterday.
doing something physical after so long.
my butt hurts right now. its like hard rock.
i wish could have slept longer.
but i slept from 9pm to 9am. ;)
finally some decent sleep.
i so want to cut my hair.
but must wait till after my final check-up on thurs.
if i don't do something different right now in my family.
i'm probably gonna burst.
i'm probably going aerobics with cheryl on friday.
yay!

i was talking to dinesh yesterday about emptiness.
i've been feeling like something's been missing in life since the day i stepped into NP
i feel a pang of panick whenever i wake up to go to NP
even till now. which is of course pathetic
but i panick, think alot, question alot of course.
never something spontaneous ever.
tsk tsk.

gonna be making no-bake oreo cheesecake for Lyna tomorrow.
chocolate cupcakes with vanilla frosting for Elke.
and another no-bake oreo cheesecake on the 22th for Staffy.

i'm in love with the songs by Kristian Leontiou
Cordelia inroduced to us one of his songs. and i fell in love with it.
can't stop listening to it.
;)

happiness VS emptiness